The truth is - and I wish someone actually understood it - that I am just so lonely.

It’s all for nothing.

Where did you all go?

All my friends are gone.

I don't matter to anyone.

There is not a single person who gives a shit whether I’m here or not.

I wish I was dead.

Alone and friendless.

The sadness will last forever.

Real loneliness is having nobody there at the end of a bad day, nobody to even turn to. Just anyone, please. I'm begging here.

I.

Don't.

Matter.

You can't convince me that this is wrong.

I'm so sick of this. Just talk to me. Anyone?

There's not a single thing in the world that I wouldn't do to have someone call me or contact me right now.

Not one person seems to give a single shit, and yet I'm the cunt for pointing this out.

My heart is broken, unmendable, and it's all my fault.

It's getting dark again.

Tired of being alone and feeling like I have to be.

I just wish I had someone.

Please call.