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"I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break."

-Marya Hornbacher, Wasted

"I'm not used to being loved. I wouldn't know what to do."

-F. Scott Fitzgerald, More Than Just A House

"I crave touch, yet I flinch every time someone is close enough."

-Via dollpeotry, "I have become rather fearful I suppose"

-Via "mayasaura"

i am going to read a poem.

“Today I woke up I took a shower I washed my hair For a second I imagine life was fair Today I got dressed I left my house I walked around I pretend not to cringe at my own sound Today I felt a shove I felt their stare I had to stop and pray To speak to someone who wanted to hear what I had to say Today I didn’t have to run I made it home I will not weep I’ll hope tomorrow will come if I can find sleep” Read as Black Girl Read as Trans-man Read as Young Hijabi Read as Latino male ages 16-25 Read as Model Minority Read as Black Boy with 3.8 GPA from Detroit, or Chicago, or Compton Read as Non-passing Trans-woman Read as Mentally Ill Teen of Color Read as Low Retention Student at PWI Read as Other And Them The ones few would notice If there were no more If they didn’t come home So in doing all I can do I read this poem for you I am finished with this poem.

-pero.

Questions not typically asked

1. Straw or no straw? 2. Ocean or lake 3. Sun or moon? 4. Netflix or TV? 5. How long does it take you to get ready? 6. Fruit or veg? 7. Disney channel or Nickelodeon? 8. Do you wear a thong with jeans? 9. Do you like your middle name? 10. Watch on the left or right wrist? 11. Pants or shorts? 12. Cute or cozy? 13. Do you like the rain? 14. How do you feel about mountains? 15. Do you listen to horoscopes? 16. High or low car? 17. Favorite number? 18. Favorite form of social media 19. Least favorite form of social media? 20. Hair up or down? 21. What color would you be? 22. What sport have you always wanted to do? 23. Brick, stone, or wood house? 24. Brunch or linner? 25. Boat or plane? 26. Pen or pencil? 27. Would you rather be tall or short? 28. City or country? 29. Big teeth or big eyebrows? 30. Yes or no?

Take a second and answer those Deep Questions

  • 1: Close your eyes and think of five things that make you smile when you think about them. What are they?
  • 2: If your house was on fire and you had sixty seconds to leave, what would you take with you?
  • 3: When you’re alone in the middle of the night and you can’t quite get to sleep, what do you think about? “Going to sleep” doesn’t count.
  • 4: What is love to you?
  • 5: What is the opposite of love?
  • 6: Is it possible to love someone if you don’t love yourself?
  • 7: Do you believe mutual attraction based on mutual hatred is possible?
  • 8: Is it better to have something amazing and lose it or to never have had it to begin with?
  • 9: Do you focus more on the past, the present, or the future?
  • 10: Do you judge people for what they wear or how they express themselves?
  • 11: Do you believe in individuals over generalisations?
  • 12: When you’re very scared or worried, what do you think about or do to help you feel better?
  • 13: How do you feel about what happens after death?
  • 14: Would you rather live a hedonistic life full of good things that make you feel good even if they’re bad for you, or a healthy life centered around treating your body like a sacred temple and watching your health as closely as possible? Or do you not care either way?
  • 15: Do you think you can tell a lot about a person from the way they express themselves or answer questions like these?
  • 16: Do you have any special or magical memories you’ll always have with you?
  • 17: How would you define yourself, without saying your name or giving a physical description of yourself or your obvious personality?
  • 18: When do you feel truly at peace?
  • 19: Do you like having your worldview or opinions challenged or questioned?
  • 20: Do you believe happiness can exist without sadness?
  • 21: Is there a reason for existence?
  • 22: Do you think the world existed before you did?
  • 23: Do you believe people need breaks from each other, even if they’re deeply in love?
  • 24: What do you find most beautiful in people?
  • 25: Do you take questions like these literally or pick up on what they really mean?

30 REAL Questions

sick of seeing question tag posts on tumblr like “deep questions: No1. what type of pizza would you be? etcetc” here’s some real shit to think about…  1. What do you like and dislike about the way you were brought up? 2. What do you believe are the 5 biggest issues we face as humans now? 3. If you could write a novel what would it be about? 4.  What are your beliefs regarding the universe and the nature of life and death? 5. Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had.  6. Do you want children? Why or why not?  7. What are your views on gender equality?  8. How do you feel about cultural appropriation?  9. Where are the 3 places you most want to travel to and why? 10. What are some things you wish you’d been taught as a child that you weren’t?  11. Talk about some of the biggest mistakes you’ve ever made? 12. Do you feel you are in control of your destiny or do you believe fate controls the course of your life?  13. Do you believe is ghosts/ spirits? If so why do you think they exist? 14. Do you think there are any other forms of intelligent life in the universe?  15. What do you think constitutes a truly healthy relationship? 16. How would you like to live your life? 17. Talk about a time someone treated you badly. 18. Talk about a time you treated someone else badly.  19. What is something you can’t do that you really wish you could?  20. What are your initial thoughts when somebody tells you they’re religious?  21. Were you more of the victim or the bully as a child?  22. How have you changed since you were a child and how have you stayed the same?  23. Are you the kind of person who has a large group of friends or are you someone who has just a few people they’re close to?  24. What qualities have you got from your parents?  25. What is one thing you wish somebody would say to you right now?  26. Describe your ideal partner?  27. Describe yourself as a person? 28. What things don’t you do right now that you feel like you morally should?  29. What is your star sign and how accurate do you think it is in describing you? 30. What sort of terms are you on with your exes?