“When I get lonely these days, I think: So BE lonely. Learn your way around loneliness. Make a map of it. Sit with it, for once in your life. Welcome to the human experience. But never again use another person’s body or emotions as a scratching post for your own unfulfilled yearnings.”
— Elizabeth Gilbert (via purplebuddhaquotes)
11:21pm, 18th Jan 2019
You don’t know what u did to me, the way you treated me. You thought this was a fun little stint, that u could do this and I’d be okay at the end. I was patiently waiting for that moment, but it never came around. You had played this from the start. Your last goodbye was confusing, are you staying? Or u going?
I deleted you today from my phone, from my socials. Outta sight, outta mind they say. I haven’t been sleeping well because of what u did. I wake up in a sweat. It’s not even bout losing u. I lost myself. Yet the question arises to the mind. Will I make it? Will I survive? Was he worth it? Did he win?
hellahonest
perhaps fuck off might be too kind
I have a good feeling about August. Hope this is month of new beginnings, peace, & happiness for you all !
“You’ll meet her. She’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many days at a time. You’ll see, when she smiles, you’ll love her”
— Pan’s Labryrinth
i overthink, overlove, overfeel and overstress
do what you gotta do even if you have to do it alone








