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@butterflyac

“When I get lonely these days, I think: So BE lonely. Learn your way around loneliness. Make a map of it. Sit with it, for once in your life. Welcome to the human experience. But never again use another person’s body or emotions as a scratching post for your own unfulfilled yearnings.”

— Elizabeth Gilbert  (via purplebuddhaquotes)

11:21pm, 18th Jan 2019

You don’t know what u did to me, the way you treated me. You thought this was a fun little stint, that u could do this and I’d be okay at the end. I was patiently waiting for that moment, but it never came around. You had played this from the start. Your last goodbye was confusing, are you staying? Or u going?

I deleted you today from my phone, from my socials. Outta sight, outta mind they say. I haven’t been sleeping well because of what u did. I wake up in a sweat. It’s not even bout losing u. I lost myself. Yet the question arises to the mind. Will I make it? Will I survive? Was he worth it? Did he win?

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helpingg
“You’ll meet her. She’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many days at a time. You’ll see, when she smiles, you’ll love her”

— Pan’s Labryrinth

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