i dont know what its like to not be in pain anymore

I genuinely think it's too late for things to turn better for me. I feel like a lost cause

i push away the people i want the most in my life and i tell myself that it's because i need to learn to live w/out attachments. but deep inside, all i want is for someone to resist my efforts at pushing them away and tell me i am worth holding on to even when i’m acting like a child

That strong urge of pushing EVERYONE away.

i just wish i could explain how fucking low this low feels

with how life has been going this year, i’m contemplating suicide more than ever before

Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, and I want to die.

But I don't talk about it.

I feel so alone all the time and it's so tiring

something will always be wrong with me. i will never be whole

Found on Facebook.

nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words