Halloween soon🎃

I hope you're happy.

I hope that when you listen to the songs we used to sing together, You have to pause them half way through, Because all you can think about is my voice, singing along on the field, And I hope that when you eat our favourite food, You look at it and feel sick, because that’s how I feel when I look at you with your new best friend. And I hope that on New Years when you get stupid drunk with her, like you did with me last year, you remember me dancing silly on garden walls and singing at the top of my lungs while you walked down the street telling me to be quite because people were sleeping, and when you reach that park I hope you remember when I swung to high and almost fell off and all we could do was laugh about it. And I hope that when you’re sat on that same swing crying because you miss how we were, and you ring me balling your eyes out, it’ll go straight to answer phone because I would have declined the call. I hope she can comfort you when all this happens, like I would have, because it would be easier to be comforted through all this, rather than pretend everything will go back to normal, because it won’t. And I hope you’re okay, and even if you’re not, you will be. I love you.