We put our own visions of perfection onto ourselves

Dear rapist,

Do you remember me ?

Because I remember you.

I remember the blunt you offered

The drink you made me

I remember you crawling into Next to me

I remember saying "I wont touch you, Dont worry"

I remember how your hands felt touching my innocent skin

I remember you getting on top of my 95lb body

I remember saying no

Asking to stop

Ill never forget the pain

The tears

Ill never forget your name

Or your eyes

Those deep green eyes

Those monstrous eyes

The eyes of my deepest fear

Ill never forget your voice

Deep

Scary

Grown

Ill never forget the first time I cut myself over you

Ill never forget watching the blood drip down my thighs

Ill never forget the hours I sat in the bath, scrubbing your scent away from my skin

So , do you remember me?

Because I remember you.

Sincerely,

You're first victim.

#MeToo

I was raped by an old friend of mine when I was 11 years old . He never went to prison because I was to scared to come forward until I was nearly 17 years old . There was no DNA, no evidence .. nothing . My word against his and now I suffer from severe anxiety and depression. He was 18 and he ignored my pleading "no" and my begging him not to .. he stole my innocence before I even knew what it was.

Girls and women, we need to make a statement against rape. We need to make it known to make it be seen and noticed. People ignore rape and they shouldn't.

So I beg you, if you were raped, share this and use the caption and hashtag #MeToo

Cluster suicide

You know , exposure to suicide often leads to a cluster of suicides. Tumblr is just a place full of never ending cluster suicides.