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Brittany

@brittanyinspace

19 year old chaotic dumbass

Listen I know you guys have theories that ranboo is half enderman half ghast but I keep seeing

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That little gray line and it looks like a whisker and all I can think of is

I found a tardis library on the side of the road today

My dads throwing a toddler tantrum so I had to spend my last $10 to order him a pizza. He’s not gonna share (I know from experience) and we have no groceries. Isn’t it awesome to be the parent of the household at only 19? I don’t get to eat today or tomorrow (because I can’t cash my check until tomorrow, and it won’t go through until Wednesday) but he gets a whole pizza to himself because I need him to stop throwing pans at the wall bc my mom needs to sleep bc she has chemo tomorrow.

I'm sending love to all those who feel as if their holiday traditions have been lost to this year. Those who cannot go home to see their family, those who have no family to go home to. Those who cannot give gifts to a loved one, and to those who cannot afford gifts at all. And those who feel terribly alone during this time. You have every right to feel upset, just know that we are here for you.

note to self

please forgive yourself for the things you did when you were at your worst. those moments don’t define you. please try to have compassion for your younger self. you’re not broken or toxic; you were afraid, exhausted, alone and needed a hug. I’m sorry if people led you to believe that you’re a horrible person from the things you did when you were at rock-bottom.

remember the good things that grow in your heart. beneath the protective walls your built and the sadness and mistrust from painful experiences, you are still your sweet, kind, caring, lovable self. you still try your best. you still want to be good. you still want to help. you still want to believe there’s more to this world. you have a good heart. you deserve genuine love. please don’t forget that. 

Wow and here I was not wanting to blow my brains out finally but a week w family and bitch I’m back