Cant

I swear to God that there is something inside me And I am not a religious person It crawls out of my goddamned body While I feel it seep out of my fingers Strokes down my legs Brushing my hair uncomfortably I still don't stop it Whispering in my ears That no one is going to find me When I can't even find myself But I know it's wrong in some way But I just can't Tell it it's wrong It digs its nails into my arms Looking in my eyes for a reaction And the most it gets is a single tear Running down my cheek as I stare in its eyes I want to tell it That it hurts But I just can't It pushes me in the back as I walk down a street Escorting me to the place that I hate I went to him here and he left from me here Twisting my normal heart into a smaller one With his sad look And my indecisive stare The being never leaves me alone Until we reach where the cliff merges With the blended colors of the evening But all I see is the abyss down below It looks at me one more time And I know what it wants And I can do it