when was the last time you tried to talk to a deity, no formalities? are you scared to cry in front of the people you love? what’s the most valuable thing you’ve broken? was it yours? have you finished a tube of chapstick? what do you want to do when you’re up past midnight and alone? what do you actually do? are you more scared of elevators or stairwells? do you think you know when someone dreams about you? what do you hate most about the parking garages at airports? do you ever hear silence? do you feel it? is it heavy?
One Day (2011)
n e o n g r a v e s t o n es
Can’t go over it.
Can’t go under it.
Can’t go around it.
Gotta go through it.
Trying to explain depression or anxiety to someone who’s never experienced it.
heart so heavy it's crushing my lungs
Dreams 1990 ‘夢’ Directed by Akira Kurosawa, Ishirô Honda
I need someone to watch the night sky from the bath with me and talk about the stars.
so there’s the wolf and then me
life is worth it even just for small things. its okay to be alive for puppies. its okay to be alive for your favorite cereal. whatever is keeping you here is plenty and its valid
anybody else a depressed fuck with goals and aspirations but no motivation or will to live
i love kissing so much how it can be soft and romantic or hard and passionate or lazy and sleepy or affectionate and then it’s like you like the person and they like you because you are kissing and it’s just you two and you can close your eyes and there will be nothing in the world except that
Anyway I wish my mental illness didn’t drain me of any and all energy but also take away my ability to sleep when I’m tired
Thich Nhat Hanh (via purplebuddhaproject)




