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@bregasms

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I know I told you not to call but you know well enough by now that I never mean what I say when I’m crying and I’m sorry that I’m so hard to love but you promised you would try, maybe it’s selfish of me to ask for you to stay but I think it’s selfish of you to leave when you swore you never would

I only talk to your voicemail now (via cruelbby)

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please don't ever think that no one cares about you

I work in an ER and we see suicides all the time. And we get at least 3 suicidal ideations a night. We all care about you. I promise, we do. A team of complete strangers who have worked 3+ 12 hour shifts this week who are being screamed at all day and night and probably haven’t had lunch and trust me, we still love you and care about you.

We had a 16 year old patient last night who we couldn’t save. We were in that room with this patient for over an hour, we did everything we could. And let me tell you, we all cried. The EMT’s, the nurses, the doctor. We all huddled together in the doctors dictation room and cried.

I went through the rest of my shift with smudged mascara and tracks on my cheeks.

I remember the names of all the patients that have taken their lives on my shifts.

I remember squeezing the hands, smoothing the hair, kissing the foreheads, and wiping away the blood and the vomit of every patient that has left me too soon.

I can still see every face that I have zipped into a body bag.

Trust me, someone cares about you. You have never met them yet. You don’t ever think about them. They are never remembered when you talk about heroes and role models.

But someone loves you.

damn….

This made me cry

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I’ve gone 16 years without dying a single time and I think that’s pretty impressive

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you say this as if you can die and come back

Well I haven’t died yet so who’s to say I can’t

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i wont rest until ive complained about everything

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My mom always told me that boys lie and how they’ll say just about anything to kiss you for the night so I locked up my heart and buried the key because I once read the best way not to get your heart broken is to pretend you don’t have one but then I met you and you smelled like cinnamon and made my head feel like after three glasses of champagne and somehow every warning went out the window and I gave you my everything but I suppose mother knows best because its four months later and I’m still trying to figure out if you ever even cared about me

You are the best mistake I’ve ever made (via cruelbby)

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