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Breathing But Not Alive

@breathing-i-think-blog

Life is nothing more but an endless string of events that lead to inevitable death
I want to skip to the end........ please note I do not promote any form of destructive behaviour
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you’re doing this for…

🌷the looks of shock and amazement

🌷the question of “how did you get so tiny?”

🌷the ability to look good in anything

🌷being the lightest out of all your friends

🌷having people notice how good you look

🌷being able to have a smaller size

🌷sweaters looking baggy during winter

🌷drinking black coffee and looking elegant

🌷having the control you’ve never had

🌷looking dainty

🌷pretty wrists and fingers

🌷thighs that don’t jiggle when you move

🌷being light as air when you walk

🌷the concern that everyone feels for you

🌷never having to ask for a bigger size

you’re doing this for something, don’t give up just because it’s hard. get some self control and finish what you started, i believe in you🌷

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do it for the ribs

for the tiny waist

in large sweaters

you will be encased

for the thin legs

and the small thighs

if only you decrease

your portion size

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romanticize the hell out of your life tbh? romanticize the freckle on your left ass cheek or getting gas at the station before sunset. make every moment a good memory. make yourself feel special because you are special and I’m tired of this attitude where we attack each other by saying “no one cares”

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Me at school

Teacher: Discribe how you feel !

Me: Like I want to kill myself with my bare hands

Teacher: Can you express that in a beautiful way

Me:

Like I want to kill myself with my bare hands
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Snow thinspo

❄️ Waking up to a world as pale and delicate as yourself

❄️ Putting on snow boots which are loose at your ankles, needing huge fluffy socks to fill them up

❄️ Boots accentuating how small your legs are, feather than making them even chunkier

❄️ A ski jacket engulfing you, tiny legs sticking out

❄️ Sharp cheekbones against a fluffy scarf

❄️ Making perfect, dainty snow angels

❄️ Having a snowball fight with friends and knowing they’re more careful with you- you’re so small they could knock you down

❄️ Tiny hands wrapped around a huge mug

❄️ Looking so so small in a knitted sweater snuggles me on a huge couch

❄️Bony feet in cashmere socks, with ankles too skinny to hold them up

❄️ Stepping on the perfect snow and barely making a dent

❄️ Going ice skating and feeling like a snowflake, gliding across the ice- rather than an elephant

❄️ People wanting to take aesthetic pictures of you in the winter wonderland

❄️ Slipping on ice and someone catching you with ease

❄️ Being the one lifted to put the eyes on the snowman- since everyone agreed you’re the smallest

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someone: ....have you ever considered....how your mental illness makes ME feel?! how much you're hurting Me????
me: i actually consider that every single day of my life and think about how much better it would be if i was dead but thank you for your contribution, i love being reminded of how much of a burden i am