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Life of Submission

@brattyminx40

Single/Female 39- Submissive with bratty tendencies- lover of all things black- caffeine- whiskey & the mountains.

We talked for a bit- opened the gifts & then in true fashion he was tired of my saying thank you & saying it was too much- he lifted my dress(where I'm told always to wear no panties) and he spanked me hard- it stung & I giggled.

Once I had the blender put away I made him his tea- he always wants this without asking I know. He drank his tea & I sat next to him. He slid his hand- now warm from the cup slowly- without looking up at me- up my dress. I know this means he wants to inspect me- to see if I'm wet for him..

I always watch him- the intense look on his face- the steady way he does not let his hand move to slow- yet quick enough to have purpose. He slid his hand across my wetness- looks at me- grins and says kitten it seems that little spanking and correction made you more excited then usual...This is not just a statement- this is a command to respond to him- I say Yes Sir as I squeeze his hand with my thighs. He knows I'm being impatient. Yet he ignores it. 

We talk about our weeks & get comfortable watching something on TV. Mid sentence he says-kitten go please. - I do. I know what this means- this means go- go undress- go fold that dress & place it on the dresser- go- sit & wait for me- naked-while he prepares himself for me. 

I wait- longer then normal- I realize my impatient has made this come to reality- siting-waiting. I clear my mind. Meditate in the feelings of the sounds- the air from the heater. The feeling of the cool sheet against my bare ass. I'm so lost in the moment- I didn't notice him standing in the doorway. He said are you sleeping kitten?- I say No Sir- sorry.

He never says more then needed- yet his body and his energy tonight- they say more then before. He looks calm- yet I can feel my stomach in knots- my pulse is speeding up. I can feel the need in him. 

He stands in front of me- I look up at him- he says yes kitten. I undo is pants. I can feel him through the fabric. I slide his pants and boxers down- slowly sliding his warm-hard cock out of his pants. I always enjoy that moment- it's the best thing to see- a man hard in all his growing arousal. It's the most erotic thing for me. 

He is hanging in front of me- I help him out of his pants. As I come back up- he grabs me by the hair- I smile- he says now kitten do not make me cum until I am ready- if you do you know what will happen, I will be unhappy with that and you will see how that looks- won't you kitten? I say Yes Sir- with a cheeky smile- because I do know. The first time he said that to me was about 2 months ago- I ignored him- I went to town on him- playing his game- yet right at the end I did- I made him cum- I looked right at him as I swallowed every bit of him. In an instant he had be bent over the bed- fingers hand deep in my wet pussy- telling me I wouldn't cum- not once! Spanking me- not letting up on his finger fucking me- pinning my squirming body down to the bed- me screaming to stop- he just laughed. Saying that's not your safe word kitten- That moment flashed before me and for a moment I thought I'd do it again- yet the look in his eye told me he had other things planned- so I was a good girl...

I licked his long-hard cock from base to tip- the smoothness of his head brushing against my lips- taking him in small movements- working my way down- harder and faster. Feeling him tense- knowing I need to slow down. Licking him- running my teeth along his hard length. Taking him in again- faster- further- deeper. His hand pushing my head down- feeling his cock push the back of my throat- gagging- he says kitten you sound so sexy chocking on my hard cock- keep going!

I do- yet I know I have to let up or I'll make him cum- so I pull away. Looking up at him. He knows I know- he knows I'm not going to push him- he knows I want to please him. He says kitten lay back- spread your legs open for me and play with my pussy- I want to hear how wet you are- how bad you need my cock. 

Quickly I lay back- fingers deep in my wetness. Teasing my clit- watching him stand over me stroking his hard cock- I'm so turned on I start to moan- he slaps the inside of my thighs hard- looks at me saying do not cum. You are not allowed to cum. He makes me keeping going- he knows I'm struggling- he knows it's killing me- he loves it. 

Right as I think I can't- can't take anymore- he pushed his fingers deep into me- holding them there- I stop playing. He bites me and says did I say stop? I moan no...Sir. His long fingers deep in me- I'm tightening around them- rubbing my clit- squirming- pushing him- his weight is to much- I feel light headed- he licks my nipple and saying oh so quietly- kitten cum for me- now. In that moment I fall apart. I cum so hard I feel like I am going to pass out- he just watches me. I'm bucking- pushing- my body is so tense I can't even understand how it's happen. I'm a puddle of myself. I think I fall a sleep-He slids his fingers across my lips- I taste myself- I smell my cum- I look at him from a place of total spent emotion- clean my fingers kitten- I do- I poke my tongue out- licking myself off of him- then he kisses me. Pinching my nipples so hard I wimped- no sleeping kitten- I have more planned for you- roll over. I do- he bites me- all over. Harder in some places making me yell into the bed- others are soft and make my skin go all bumpy. Sliding my legs apart he teases me with his cock- rubbing my wetness over himself- pulling my hair so I look at him- he says my pussy needs more attention- I say yes Sir- I'm panting. I know to stay still- he will make me wait if I get greedy- but I am. I'm a greedy- wet mess. 

He pulls me harder- in one movement he is deep in me- pushed to the limit. I yell. Having no way of moving. He pulls my hips up- fucking me hard- fast- deep. Every sensitive part of my body is on fire- I can't even think. I can only respond. He spanks my ass so hard I bite my cheek and say son of a bitch!! He says what's that kitten? Son of a bitch what?- Sir I say! Yes kitten! I'm getting mad- he knows it. He laughs. He says I will fuck my pussy as hard as I want. I will spank my ass as often and as hard as I want- I don't say anything- he flips me over- hand on my throat eye to eye- quietly saying isn't that right kitten? With his sadistic smile I know he is playing his favorite game with me- I say yes Sir! Now kitten I'm going to fuck you good and hard- every time you feel these parts of you that hurt it will be me you think of. Me you want to make them better!  He does he fucks me face to face gripping my body at any place he can- as I feel like I'm spent- like I'm going to never move again- he grabs my throat again and says cum kitten - I want to feel you cum on my cock and feel you yell over my hand! And like his puppet I cum- from a place I didn't even know existed. Then as I'm coming back down and he his thrusting into me- he pulls me off the bed-on my knees- I smile at him- he strokes his cock- wet from me- he goes at it like a mad mad- growling- cumming all over me- in any place he can aim it in his animalistic moment. It is beautiful. He comes undone- he is raw and I can't get enough of it.

He finishes and grabs my face-kissing me. He says Kitten you're going to be the death of me!!  

Walks in turns the shower on and then bathes me. In such a quiet- simple way.

-life of submission

Can't stop thinking about getting fucked awake.

Just waking up to a thick cock/strap pounding into me slowly yet so rough and deep. I'm still in a daze, my mind unable to catch up at first and so I'm squirming and whining for you to stop cause it's too much. So please, stop just a moment so I can sort my thoughts and think.

But you won't let me. You pin me down and keep on using me, forcing me to take it as you coo into my ear how I just need to be a good girl and relax. "Shhh just like that. That's right, baby. You don't need to think, you just need to be good for me, hm?."

And so I melt, moaning and whimpering as I get overwhelmed by it, feeling you so deep as you make me cum again and again until I'm unable to think about anything else the entire day.