Anonymous asked:
is there a way to send you some money?
hi!! i can receive money here:
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Touched starved and touch repulsed
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It finally clicked in my brain, that the reason you don't treat me like you treat others in your life, is because you love the others in your life. You love having them in your life. I've simply become the obligation you can't untangle yourself from.
bleh
my migraines have been getting worse
#took my triptans last night but threw up sm afterwards then passed out#i dont think i had time for them to be in effect lol#but they’re odispersable and sit on ur tongue so maybe that gets processed quicker / differently to absorbing in the gut#i might ask for the nasal one or injections#i think injections would be safest if i’m starting to throw up every attack#but kinda scary? i don’t think id care while having an attack tho
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losing the idgaf war badly (I want to be in love and to have someone be in love with me)
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Take👏🏻care👏🏻of👏🏻yourself👏🏻like👏🏻you👏🏻 would👏🏻take👏🏻care👏🏻of👏🏻someone👏🏻you👏🏻love!!
*makes anon post about poverty and not being able to get the help i need*
“that’s bad u should get help” thank you commenter, very insightful!
its quite freeing to be able to understand why someone did something terrible, and still hate them regardless
i could have NEVER treated a child the way you treated me. i remind myself of that whenever i doubt myself
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sometimes im like "wow holy shit im being really fucking annoying. i should stop talking" and then i pull out my magic 8 ball and it says "youve always been annoying and your friends chose to talk you anyways. youll be fine" and im like wow thanks magic 8 ball. and then the ogre attacks me
it’s kinda funny that the doctors get a little warning about me on their computers
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it’s weird how if the stuff my chronic illnesses causes happened to an abled person, they’d call an ambulance but i’m just expected to get up and carry on with my day
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me: I'm done grieving, I already accepted my illness and all it brings with it, it's totally ok
also me on a random tuesday: my life is never going back to what it was, I'm never going to be able to do the things I loved the most the same, it's over and I gotta learn to live with that but it's kinda impossible because I'm so young and I had so many dreams and so many things I wanted to do that I can't anymore, at least not without all this pain and suffering
energy companies are evil
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i'm like a stray dog in a lot of ways but i will not elaborate on that