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/PEOPLE WITHOUT PERSONALITY DISORDERS CANNOT UNDERSTAND THEM THANK YOU AND GOOD NIGHT/

sensory overload? more like

if i hear another noise ever again im going to flip my fucking shit

having abandonment issues like

Hypersexual me: Hey-

Sex repulsed me:

life is somehow too much and too boring at the same time

me? both avoiding and craving attention? you bet

one of the worst things about BPD is having mood swings so intensely and such a fear of abandonment that you feel sick. you feel your head aching when you go to an extreme to another, you feel nauseous when someone does something minor that, for you, means that they will leave. you are constantly worried and constantly tired that sometimes getting out of bed hurts your entire body. bpd is not only mental symptoms.

sometimes i wonder where i’d be in life if i wasn’t emotionally and physically abused from a young age and also bullied which lead to my 239897372 disorders developing

hey y'all ever forget this is real life and every action you do has a consequence and you can’t go back to it n like once you come to the realization of it you’re like??? 🅱️ro….. This Shit The Real Deal 🅱️ro⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

bpd things: getting a weird sense of satisfaction when something happens that justifies my paranoia and anxiety. instead of being devastated and really upset i feel kinda pleased that i was actually right all along

The two ADHD moods:

- I can’t do it

- I can’t stop doing it

The two types of ADHD time:

- now

- not now

uwu Just ADHD things uwu

• not being able to maintain long lasting friendships/relationships • wait did i eat? • was told to do something but got distracted with another thing • hyperfocushyperfocushyperfocus • sleep? idk her • brain never shuts the fuck up • wanna study for a test? nope. • finally getting that Energy™ then no energy • angry at everything. fuck the world. • “wow i didnt know you have adhd! you’re so calm and quiet!” • talks too much when getting close to someone • spacing out bc your brain thought of something interesting • cant sit still during movies/long periods of time • wanna get chores done today? nope. no energy. • “it’s been like five hours!” “it’s been 10 minutes” • more anger • forgetting to do Important Things

in school/at work: can’t cope because it’s all too much, too many things craving attention, longing for some sweet alone time without school/work: can’t cope because no schedule, also Boredom™, if i spend one more minute alone doing nothing i’ll lose it