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Because you didn't look away

@borderline-rat

Dan, 25. You can call me Kitty, they all did in the old times. Brummie wanker living in France. Queer bitch, mentally ill as fuck, pills pills pills, makes art and food, socially awkward. Instagram: @bluntandwitty | @brummiewanker | @thebackalleytattoo May Penelope the Corridor Demon watch over you. Don't look at her tho.
Anonymous asked:

Oh, so I'm not the only one who fought with the nurses after a surgery lmao (well it's not top surgery - but I wish lmao)

I was convinced we were a day *after* my surgery, when it's only been 3 hours...and I got into a fight with a poor nurse because I was so convinced I was right (also I had the same problem with puking because of the anaesthesia... it was awful for my ribs lmao)

Confused anesthesia buddy \o/

I cried my eyes out for maybe 20 minutes, saying to @borderline-rat (who did the surgery at the same day than I because we asked :D!!) that I love him so much and that he’s really pretty (and I do & he is, that’s fact) than when he asked me if I knew why we were here, I said that we were in 1969 and that I don’t understand why they bandaged my chest when I took a bullet in the shoulder. Quite a shook when he told me it was 2020-

(Anesthesia is like “I’ll give you a good sleepy sleep and then you’re gonna empty your damn stomach because fuck you that’s why.”)

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That's a lie @annoyedlord is the prettiest

(the rest of the story is 100% true though)

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We forgot about it

I once signed up to participate in a study on how depression affects memory, forgot I was meant to go do it, and when I emailed to apologise to the PhD student running it she basically told me that a) she was very used to this happening and b) the weird irony of her theories’ correctness making it very difficult to arrange proving them had by now gone from infuriating to hysterical

I went to the Grand Canyon when I was depressed and I literally forgot the whole thing. Like, the only reason I even know I was there is that I have photographs of myself standing in front of the Grand Canyon with dead eyes but i have absolutely no memory of it

People talk about depression like it’s just being sad all the time but straight up your brain stops working and sadness is just one of the many, many consequences of that

your productivity is not synonymous with your worth.

your ability to focus is not synonymous with your worth.

other people’s opinions of your intelligence are not synonymous with your worth.

Anonymous asked:

How much context from blood moon would we need to appreciate the one shot? I would like to read it but I don't know much about the lore so idk if i would understand the story.

I thought I'd share a global synopsis with some context about the place, the time, the characters and the main plot! Actually would be shorter than it sounds put like that... Or at least I'd try u.u

Okay so–

Appears that I have written a one-shot about my OC taking place in the whole Blood Moon lore thing I’m creating.

Question now being: would anyone be interested to read it (aka should I post it)?

As I didn’t clearly stipulate what the whole story is about aside from answering OC prompts, I’d share a summary before the actual aforementioned one shot, so no one would be lost not knowing wtf this is all about.

You can answer via asks, anonymously or not, main question being “do you wanna read some of my stuff.”

As I’m really self conscious about it but the two persons who read it so far told me it was good, I’m thinking it could be a good thing for me to be brave.
However if I see that I have no answer I won’t post it because the said self consciousness doesn’t allow me to share something that would remain invisible.

Little me says for potential support 🙏💙 (also yes I have white hair now)

(Credits for the pic: Violetひだて on Picrew, #bufftuy)