what if I’m meant for greater things? what if I fall in line?
twelveseventwentytwenty
dexolation
“I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself.”
— Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis
But I can put it down in the pleasure of your company 🦋
(Taken from my Journal)
when you accidentally touch your straight friend’s hand and immediately apologize and she looks at you like “what are you apologizing for?” and you can’t explain that internalized homophobia makes you worry that straight girls are always uncomfortable around you so you just awkwardly laugh