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chronically heartbroken.

@boiledchickennecks

It's simple really. I want my friends to think of me when they're in my neighborhood. When they think of me, I want them to call me. I want them to tell me they were reminded of me. I want them to tell me to come join them, or meet them for minute after. I want them to want to spend time with me. That is all.

when james baldwin said “you think your pain and your heartbreak are unprecedented in the history of the world, but then you read. it was books that taught me that the things that tormented me most were the very things that connected me with all the people who were alive, who had ever been alive.” I felt that big, big time

No amount of preparation will ever make you ready for a fight with your parents. You always forget how bad it was before, you always misremember and hope for the best, and you're always left angry and hurt, just a lonely little girl who's never good enough, never deserving her own life

"Vegan Leather"

Plastic. just say plastic.

How dare you leave this in the notes

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Before anyone goes into vegan leather alternatives made from cactus or cork or fruit waste...

I heard of those too. I thought they were really cool! I thought it was a great idea! So I went and looked into how they were made!

They're all made by binding the organic material together with at least 50% plastic.

They're still all plastic.

If some of you remember the comic draft I shared a couple months ago- this is the final draft! Just wanted to say another thank you from everyones input and I really hope you enjoy the finished version. It’s part of a bigger project where i’ve interviewed multicultural people and told some of their stories relating to their experience. 

A girl cannot walk down the street without being noticed by men who see someone deserving of being on a pedestal. Other girls see this and get annoyed, at the girl not the men. The men are distracted by all the things they think she is and all the things they could make her. She is a road to self fulfillment, desired by everyone, desiring only one, only him, only them. She is slutty but not a slut. No, she has the potential for all the adventures you dream of, but she is only deemed successful because she denies you. She has no ideas different or uncomfortable to you, she has no other purpose but what she can be to you. The male gaze is a race that women compete in, and if you win, you get the reward of being publicly flogged to death by the men as the women stand by and watch you get what you deserve.

Throwback to when I took painkillers and woke up with Photoshop open on my computer to this image I had made

Hi this currently has 37 thousand notes and I just want to ask - why?

Big Things Are Coming

💷🥄🥔 BIG THINGS ARE COMING🥔🥄💷

✨ Abundance Spell✨ 

Wealth, weal, and plentiful spoons are coming to me 👏

✨💰🪙🥄🥔💰🌟💰🥄🥔🪙 💰✨

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I wish she would sit in front of me once and for all and carve out my heart and eat it in one go. I wish they would just watch her do it, silently, and then it would finally be over. Once and for all.

For Paris Geller, Christina Yang, Bernadette Rostankowski, Max Black and all the other crazy brilliant lonely ones who don't settle

We drink a very specific brand of cheap whiskey when we hang out and I cannot help but wonder if this is the flavour that will haunt me whe- if, if we ever turn into strangers.

The right person, the wrong time ......The right script, the wrong line .......... The right poem the ,wrong rhyme ...And a piece of you, that was never mine.

{Quotes: Sanctificum , Chris Abani/uk/Clementine von radics/Ash vernon/How Big, How Blue, How Beautiful - Florence + the Machine / Explosions - Ellie Goulding / Michelle Pfeiffer - Ethel Cain, lil aaron / Heavy - The Marías/can I tell you a secret -rita/u.k/ photos: Pinterest}

Web weaving about "when you are the one who is always being left in the end".

{ quotes: I.B.Vyache/motional motion sickness, phoebe bridgers/anais nin/Sufjan Stevens/uk/Bluets, Maggie Nelson/Albert campus//photos:pinintrest }

To that stupid naive girl I fell in love with I stil check for a good morning text from you and every morning I cry a little inside for it.

You could literally buy me with absolutely nothing. You could simply extend an invitation to join you for an outing or ask me to come meet you (ONE CONCRETE PLAN EVEN IF I HAVE TO DO THE WORK) and I will love you for life. And the way that I have maybe ONE person I'm in love with. SOME of it is undiagnosed brain stuff sure, but most of it is just shitty shitty humans

The relief when someone finally burns down the bridge that you weren't brave enough to. 100/100 would recommend. No more hurting and wondering if I'm not good enough. No more waiting and expecting, hoping not to be excluded. No more disappointment. Love it.

We're always there when we need each other and never when we don't. We're lovers during the bad times and burdens during the good times.

I guess there are worse ways to break your heart over someone