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@blushingsastiel

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Okay but imagine this, Sam with a pup, who is this little terror of mischief that grows into a big dog that still expects Sam to carry it around. Mostly because Sam still does. Like they'll be going out for a run and it lays down knowing Sam will carry it back. And while it's incredibly loyal and protective, but it's also incredibly spoiled and it shows. Best buds til the end.

taking days to watch supernatural past the episode where charlie gets the book of the damned because she ends up dying which is already stressful for me, and i do not want to watch that. but also, because when sam and dean are giving her the hunters burial, and sam tries to talk, dean cuts him off and says, "that should be you up there." dead. sam should be the one dead. and i have to lie down and take a really big breath. oh my, i can already feel myself get emotional. that sentence has never left sam's mind and he thinks about it almost everyday.

There will be a day where I don’t find this scene worth reblogging. Today is not that day.

Sam’s all like- I don’t die all the time, but when I AM dying, I die sexily.

hi I have a question for jared was it scripted that you lean forward and throw your head back like a whore or did you improvise that

Do you ever find yourself teleporting into a motel, no energy, about to drop, in fact, you start to fall and find yourself in someone's arms, calling your name, with a worried look? And only once you've seen them, said their name, you've fainted.. Scaring the crap out of them. Or are you not Sam and Castiel?

the thing that gets me about the barbie movie being framed as an "anti-men" movie is that it's fundamentally untrue to the message it's sending out. the movie is an empowering feminist piece as much as it is a cautionary tale about men letting their insecurities and doubts about their place in the world lead them to falling into the alt-right/incel/mra pipeline. it's looking out for men just as much as it's looking out for women, and the only reason you might find this as an "anti-men" message is because you somehow deeply believe that this is the wrong message to send

here’s your reminder that sam canonically uses they pronouns to refer to exes, has history with his college friend brady, has never once been offended when someone thought he was gay, and also jared thinks sam is bi so like,,, stop calling sam the token straight