babygirl your many scars and belts bewitched my emo soul
slow stuff i’ve been working on. the skull print is after an illustration from laura jane grace’s tranny
jimmy as my love at first sight
only ever happened once, for a beautiful girl named SHRG1Z (h.r.giger’s collab with ibanez. what a match)
ok so this isnt exactly my usual brand of art but like. SPECIAL CIRCUMSTANCES: I MADE A DRESS myself. from scratch. behold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was wild bcs i got GRIPPED by insanity for like a week n would not stop working on this thing. ive never sewed clothes before. i do believe i may have been possessed, big huge thanks to my bestiest bestie @blu3mila for being the photographer 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
the photographer himself 💁♀️💖💖
elden ringsss i had around 4 designs for my tarnished, but... none of them managed to get finalized before i lost interest
something i would love to add regarding berserk tho, is that i’m absolutely in love with some of its imagery
(spoilers? you know the drill)
one of my favourite scenes both conceptually and visually was Casca’s dream (chapter 348):
i was stuck zooming in on this page for a while. i still can’t get enough of how its mood is cultivated! this beautiful point in which horror bleeds into despair and makes a point to stand there. in some ways this page hit me harder than the scenes of the eclipse
but as i was looking at it i remembered once more a book i had in my childhood. it was a retelling of our national epic, Kalevipoeg (Son of Kalev), illustrated by Jaan Tammsaar:
these illustrations used to scare me, but in a very sad way. a feeling i can now identify as that very despair. curiously, i feel like it’s in the proportions even more than the colours. something about that unreachable height, unbearable weight… constant sense of futility.
the punchline here is that it was a children’s book. it was a retelling of Kalevipoeg for children. with pictures.
i’ve no idea what possessed them to believe this despair and hopelessness was ‘it’, but… well, i kept coming back. anyone’s guess whether this impacted me somehow, or if this longing for suffering is intrinsic. my favourite game is bloodborne, etc etc etc
a tad belated this time, but happy new year! bye (=^･ｪ･^=))ﾉ彡☆ byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee2022
inspired by one drag queen i saw last month... sin diesel, wherever u are <3
for chainsaw man and my favourite... someone. i adore the weapon designs of the manga! the double effect of being dehumanizing for the person and making the weapon very alive. woof!
a present for my kid self for surviving... always wanted to be one of those pixelated-perfect emo boys. before it made sense < 3
#rediscovered a bunch of russian emo bands from that time. rly hits different to hear these genres not in english#got so used to shit being always somewhere to the left you know#also been looking thru my old photos n its... v cool to see how my style developed. n how its been some flavour of goth for so long
Jimmy and Magdalene! Magdalene is a Cloe that i frankly find perfect and Jimmy is... you know Jimmy. they’re besties. also there’s the purple girl, her name’s Tumblrina...
i currently have 6 bratz dolls: 5 i got as a present and a kick to start this.... this, and one i bought separately to turn into Jimmy. i find it super fun to style them! they’re all second-hand, missing pieces etc, and it’s a bit of an adapt-overcome situation, since i disagree with their initial styling greatly. so i’ve been sewinggggg and don’t look at the measurements i took them when i had a fever. just me and the girlies...
In Heaven His throne is made of gold The ark of His Testament is stowed A throne from which I'm told All history does unfold Down here it's made of wood and wire And my body is on fire And God is never far away
#ocs#danko oc#and someone else. one guess who#there are many versions of this song and they all have slightly different moods... wouldn't say this one is closest for my painting#but the video is stunning and i keep recognizing my own work in it which is just so lovely. even the red shirt black vest. drama