Hello, I've seen your... calling out for help post.
I am not sure if it is relevant right now in your life, and if me bringing it up triggers you, please ignore this.
I am not sending this out of pity, I genuinely want to help. I have been in a similar position before, and I know everything might seem like it's hopeless.
I am not the best at encouragement since I'm quite narcissistic, but I'm trying to get better at that and want to help you too.
Okay here goes
The fact that you made that post is a very brave thing to do. Even acknowledging your struggles, furthermore asking and reaching for help takes a lot of courage.
Here are some ways that might help.
Try making art. I know it's pretty clique and sounds pretty stupid, but it has worked for me. Every spare minute you have, try grabbing a random paper and fold a boat, or draw a boat, or maybe something else. Making small distractions for yourself to take your mind off of the hard stuff could help.
Try taking a walk. If you don't have time to go outside or energy to do something like that, it's fine too. Just try and get your body moving as much as possible, it's silly but It might help.
And finally, if you think everyone is just putting up with your annoying self and that no one is there... I care.
I'm a stranger and probably hard to believe right now, but I really, genuinely care for you.
Please don't lose hope. If you are reading this, thank you for staying. Thank you so, so much.
This is more of a message, than a ask... so you don't have to reply of course. Again, please know that at least somewhere in the world, someone cares deeply about you.
I love you! ❤
Hey! I really didn't think I would get someone who was actually willing to help. Even though I made that post a few years ago now, most of it still applies.
I want to say, from the bottom of my heart, thank you. Thank you for being so kind, and actually reaching out to help me. You don't know how much this means to me, even now, because it is heartwarming and young me would have absolutely felt better. I feel better right now, to be honest.
While I already make art to help cope I could really start taking walks hah. I appreciate the kind words and the helpful advice.
Thank you for being here for me, even now.



