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@bloomellaa / bloomellaa.tumblr.com

Hi there, art blog here, it may content gore and blood which will be tagged. There will be maybe artistic nudity (will be tagged) but no porn. So before following me be aware of that. (was known as "thesadcloud" or "Kumo-e")
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UPDATE ON MY LIFE N ALL.
tw: death mention/cancer.
I've been incredibly busy those last.. weeks I've had my surgery so it's gonna take at least a whole month to heal, news about my mother that will most likely die before the end of this year, it's almost has been confirmed with the doctors. Medically there's nothing that can be done for her cancer she's condemn. And I began having the biggest art block of my life rn, I think it's linked to my mom's situation tbh, I'm unable to draw anything. On a better note I began to go to therapy and I hope my therapist will help me ease everything.
With a lot of luck amongst all this and unrelated, I won a pass for a con I've attended yesterday, took a break from it today and going back tomorrow not cosplayed. I had the opportunity to put back my Jean cosplay which I will show you some pics of and a video. ✨️
Amyway it's a bit of a tough time, I saw some of you all messages I still need to answer in my ask box, you have no idea how much I appreciate them, I just have a hard time keeping up with every social media I'm on atm (twitter/instagram/facebook/tumblr) thanks for understanding , and thank you for the messages💕💕💕 and be patient for an answer 🥺💕
I love you all very much mwuah. And I hope you live a wonderful Eatser.
#shut up bloomella#cw cancer#cancer#art block#surgery#surgery recovery
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Anonymous asked:

Hi I really like your art and I wanted to know how you see Jean and Harry’s relationship after the events. Does he feel anger towards Kim for essentially”taking” Harry. Thanks <3

Thank you !! Well I'm glad you like my art and I have a whole explanation and almost essay incoming so bare with me lol.

Jean isn't angry at Kim because he's been shown admiring him and almost being honored that Kim is even "there" at the end of the game, he has a lot of respect towards him. What would happen reguarding Kim though is Jean having a feeling of jealousy or envy over the fact Kim is able to have such a stable relationship with Harry and even worse Kim seems to have a good impact and influence on Harry where Jean is faced with his own failure and inability to help him during all those years (4). He would end up in a circle of guilt and self-loathing toward that fact, Harry and Jean are really codependent after all. He would love to have what Kim and Harry have since this is what he's been longing for a long time as their relationship escalated pre Martinaise. My guess is, it was fun at first when they met, until it wasn't anymore and became a nightmare over the years. (I could go on about my thoughts on what happened during pre Martinaise and how it ended up being a fiasco for them but I will keep it short.)

I feel like the relationship between Harry and Jean post Martinaise would be tense at first, Jean would be stuck with a "new Harry" that seems to be a half or even a quarter version of the old one. He's not the Harry he knew once, but it's still him on so many levels that it's hard to even digest that, it's a whole process of grief for someone who's not even dead. He would be more distant toward Harry sometimes, sometimes closer, but there would still be that air of uneasiness around as long as they don't talk out unsettled matters on Jean's part. Harry doesn't remember any of it so he's not really the one who is bothered by it directly, however his empathy would just scream at him how much something is wrong and out of place. Jean wouldn't be the one to bring it up in an attempt to protect Harry from his old self. Because he would prefer sacrificing himself in a fear Harry might come back to that old toxic, abusive and self destructive man he was. At this point it's a self inflected wound but Jean would be the type to do that, he mentionned how much they were garbage but somehow he STILL wants Harry back, he just loves the man to no end, he talks about themselves as if they knew each others since 10 years and not 4.

That's why I see him having a short temper with Harry because he still has matters unresolved, it just gets him as a reflex too, always on his guard, is Harry going to go back to how he was ? Of course he wouldn't there's Kim and months passed but Jean is still on fucking edge, years of babysitting a grown ass man and emotionnal abuse don't disappear in a few months.

I personnaly went with the route of having Harry sober for good but being a complete weirdo nonetheless who sometimes has heavy meltdown. In my version of Harry he gets way better with the help of Kim and Kim gets more open about himself the longer he stays with Harry as a new partner. Thing is, slowly Harry will return to be in charge of the Crime Unit giving Jean some slack about being the superior of everyone when actually Harry should have been.

Anyway I hope you liked that little rant I went on about. I could go on and on about what would happen after but basically their relationship as long as they didn't have a serious talk would be somehow unsteady. With up and downs but mostly on Jean's part, and Harry would have a hard time addressing the elephant in the room.

#disco elysium#jean vicquemare#harry du bois#harrier du bois#ask box#jean heron vicquemare#kim kitsuragi#whole ass essay#anon#anonymous#text#shut up bloomella
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Anonymous asked:

THE FACT THAT U ALSO HAVE A DE INSERT IS SO COMFORTING AAAAAA

not sure if you still want to but i personally would love to see more of her!! i think she’s really neat and i have a de insert too maybe they could be buddies :)

(also the way u draw jean is very attractive ty for the food)

Aauugh I’m glad you like her !!! I planned to make more of her actually by giving her more clothes she would wear and sharing her backstory and how she would meet the RCM in maybe a carrd page with all the references :>

Also shipping her without any shame with Jean, my hyperfixation is strong haha. Here’s a preview of her in another outfit.

(And you’re welcome !)

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