Last anon again; Apo posted this song on his Instagram story: Closer I get to you by Roberta Flack and it haunts me fr - Apo in his unrequited phase. The lyrics and the mood of the song😔😭🥺💓
oh my heart!!!

Last anon again; Apo posted this song on his Instagram story: Closer I get to you by Roberta Flack and it haunts me fr - Apo in his unrequited phase. The lyrics and the mood of the song😔😭🥺💓
oh my heart!!!
Hi I don't know if you take prompts like this but I thought I'd try my luck 😭 because your fics and writing mean everything to me. So I cannot shake this storyline out of my head- mileapo bond over in an au over something (v vague it can be anything you envision) Apo with his usual caring persona and heart eyes etc etc but Mile doesn't catch on to what Apo's feelings truly are- Mile adores Apo tho, and is v protective too. Maybe at a big party offers to dance with Apo/sneak away to dance a la little women Laurie and Jo or maybe that's how they meet?? Apo ends up sitting Mile's lap while trying to escape a party crowd ANYWAY- lots of 'dates' 'their places' ' songs and memories' maybe Mile catches himself gawking at Apo wet in the rain or something 😭😭 - but Mile gets a girlfriend suddenly-through family friends or something?- Even his family is like '??' - coincidentally (we know why) Apo leaves for Nyc - Mile plunges into missing Apo- misses his laugh and little things he did for Mile his presence everything- even calls his gf po mistakenly when she does a very 'Apo gesture'- wonders wtf is happening- realises he is probably in love and let him go (rip) - gets a heady wet dream about Po too on top of it- goes to Nyc after finally realising but wonders if Apo even feels the same way?- maybe sees him come out of his bar where he works part time with someone (but is actually a brother figure) then so many possibilities about confessions and finally admitting and lots of cathartic eventual smut but I am utterly uncreative 😭😭. If you take up this messy prompt I will love you for ever and a day 😭💖♥️💐💓😔
HELLO, hi, thank you so much for the kind words!! I'm so happy you enjoy my writing! This is quite the prompt oh my. I am currently starting another mileapo fic, but I will definitely keep this in mind, anon, thank you for the idea!! I love the big feelings!!! SO MUCH PINING, you know pining is my jam, so THANK YOU, I shall keep you posted :D
loved being like 12 years old and making an OC and saying “yeah they’re a hardened criminal. they’re deeply involved in crime. they’re in a gang” and then never elaborating on that because i didn’t know how crime worked. this is still my approach
#Kinnporsche fic writers: Kinn was in a meeting #Readers: uh huh about what #Kp fic writers: …crime stuff (via @bisexualhedgehog)
my dude why would you stop at roasting the fic writers we gotta go straight to the top
don, in kp ep1: are you excited for… profit kp scriptwriters: yes this is what an evil mafia man would say me: i see we are not here for the plot
kp scriptwriter 1: what kind of important gala would an evil mafia prince go to kp scriptwriter 2: bread gala kp scriptwriter 1: wh at kp scriptwriter 2: shh. bread gala
loved being like 12 years old and making an OC and saying “yeah they’re a hardened criminal. they’re deeply involved in crime. they’re in a gang” and then never elaborating on that because i didn’t know how crime worked. this is still my approach
#Kinnporsche fic writers: Kinn was in a meeting #Readers: uh huh about what #Kp fic writers: …crime stuff (via @bisexualhedgehog)
my dude why would you stop at roasting the fic writers we gotta go straight to the top
don, in kp ep1: are you excited for… profit kp scriptwriters: yes this is what an evil mafia man would say me: i see we are not here for the plot
kp scriptwriter 1: what kind of important gala would an evil mafia prince go to kp scriptwriter 2: bread gala kp scriptwriter 1: wh at kp scriptwriter 2: shh. bread gala
Hey i just re read your pynch fic on ao3 and egffggff i just wanted to come here to tell you how perfect it is and hotttt and yeah just incredible beautifuly written💖 the details are your forte i think like the wsy they touch and how they feel... Its all really incredible! I hope someday you write smth else for them 💖 all love and admiration from here and gratitude💕
oh mannnnnn, thank you so much!! I will tell you a secret: those two fics are ones I'm probably most proud of, especially Simmer Down and Pucker Up. I was, like, in it, writing them, and I'm very proud of how they both came out. And you never know! Maybe someday! Thank you again, that's so kind of you!! 💞
"Indeed, when he applied to become an astronaut, he failed on the first attempt. Part of the test featured the famous Rorschach ink-blots psychiatric exam. “I leafed through a whole series of them, and then the last one was a blank sheet of paper, pure white, eight by 10,” he once recalled. “I was asked what I could see. And I said, ‘Well, of course, that’s 11 polar bears fornicating in a snow bank.’ And I could see the examiner’s eyes kind of tighten. He didn’t think that was funny.”"
KINNPORSCHE THE SERIES (2022) dir Thom Kongkiat
Lmao 😭😭😭 I see it too now I was sleep deprived and extra delusional apparently any Way (about the reel)- v friendly monster 😭
haha, who among us hasn't been extra delusional! :D
Narrator:
Wilson Cruz became the first out actor playing an out series regular on network television.
Wilson Cruz:
I really believed it would be more powerful if young people understood the person playing that role stood behind that story. But when we made the pilot in 1993, ABC didn't pick it up. So we went through a whole year where we were put on hold. I made a pact that if we got picked up that I would come out to my parents. We got picked up, and I told my mom first. It went okay. I told my dad, and my dad threw me out of the house. We had about three months before we started to go into production on the series. And between my car and, um, some friends' couches, I made it through three months. And when I told Winnie my story, she decided that that was also gonna happen to Rickie on My So-Called Life.
Winnie Holzman:
I was starting to feel this sense of responsibility toward just expressing what I understood was really some young gay people's experiences in life. I mean, obviously not all, but, unfortunately, too many.
Wilson Cruz:
So Christmas of '93 I tell my father, and we stopped speaking. And in December of '94, the episode in which Rickie is thrown out of his house airs. Ten, fifteen minutes pass, and my phone rings. And it's my dad. And, uh...he says, "You know, I think it's about time we talked."
There is not a day that goes by that I don't get a message from somebody who says their life was changed because of Rickie. And I wonder sometimes, you know, how many fathers turned to their sons or daughters and said, "I think it's time for us to talk."
That's the power of TV.
-- from Visible: Out on Television
MmmfmmfnnHFFdghdjHHhffFFFDHHHH I WANSN jsuts scrolling your new fic an I saw there were TWOW new ones YOUR WRITING IS MAGICAL IDK HOW I MISSED THE PREVIOUS ONE your get them SO WELL AND your mileapo and Kinnporsche fics are EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED❤️❤️. Mileapo slaying in pinkBnbfff did you see this
https://www.instagram.com/reel/Ch0Rgp0gwfC/?igshid=MDJmNzVkMjY=
Hey anon, thank you so much!! I'm thrilled you're enjoying my fics, that makes me very happy :D Also, the beginning of this ask makes you seem like a very friendly monster, so thank you for the laugh, as well!
I did see them in pink & while I don't actually think they're holding hands here (looks like Apo is just holding his behind his back? I could be wrong), they looked amazing yesterday and I adore them with every fiber of my being 🙏 Apo teasing Mile! Exposing his secrets! What could be better, honestly.
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*pats his head like the roof of a car* best porsche model in the market
NEW FIC: “just a step away” | MileApo RPF | 31k words
Summary:
"P'Mile! Hey, P'Mile!"
As if pulled by an invisible force, Mile weaves in between his co-stars to Apo, who's holding out a cherry with a big grin on his face and saying, "Cherry!"
Before Mile can think about it, he opens up and Apo plops the cherry into his mouth. He grins at Mile and then he's off the next moment, leaving Mile with tart brightness on his tongue and a yearning in his heart. Cherries are his favorite.
It's been a long year and a half.
Tags: getting together, practice kissing, pining while fucking, character bleed, frottage, oral sex, barebacking, felching as a love language, a lot of stupidity but they get their shit together in the end, one man's quest to suck a dick!, spoiler alert: he succeeds
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Oh. This fixed me.
Kinn ft. the lock of hair on his face 🥵🥵🥵