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@xenodile / xenodile.tumblr.com

David, 28, she/her.  I like video games, oni, and video games about oni.

Original design by me, finalized art done by the ever so talented @verseno, it’s the lovely alien no one can deny, Xebha!

She’s my OC/Vtuber avatar that I designed after all my friends got into having a little character to represent them while streaming.  I lacked the patience to actually do everything myself but I was lucky enough to have a great friend to help me out.

beryl gut is so easy to understand actually he’s so simple he just understands love as “something that makes you bear with suffering” instead of “something that brings joy” and he’s motivated by the admiration for something beautiful while lacking the ability to understand what makes something beautiful so he’s obsessed with pitiful people that should have nothing to live for and yet live because he doesn’t get what the fuck is up with that and the first time something truly moved him the only thing he could think to do was cling to it with all his might and twist it in whatever way will squeeze out an answer on what the point is of it all. and when mash rejects him saying “yes I believe that you truly do love me but not in a way I or perhaps anyone at all can understand” he just dies because that’s the answer. the answer is that the beauty he sought to admire is beyond his understanding so there’s no point to it all after all and the point of him as a character is that evil too yearns for meaning even as it derides the idea that there is meaning but there simply cannot be meaning in acts of harm for harm’s sake. easy.

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Actually baller of Ishiwatari to take to the field himself and be as explicit as can be with “yes, she is trans, no, there’s no silly stuff like bad endings”, big respect. More creators ought to get their feet wet more often like this.

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Summer Kama

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