god i’m really leaving north carolina for the first time. what the fuck

twitter’s down but we still have this. why am i here LMAOOO

i wish i had my old laptop all my photos from spain and austria are on there :(

i was never able to get any good at photography but i still loved those pictures

some photos i took last year near the office where i was working

my job sending me to japan to work there for a month was actually the best if only because for the most part, i was responsible for myself, i knew almost no one, and i had complete privacy with no one trying to get in my business. complete freedom and peace

while i obviously value human interaction etc etc it’s nice to have the ability to flip the switch and get that alone time if i need it!!

very tired

oh i’m actually posting on tumblr now. quarantine is crazy

the idea behind that exercise is to get you to say what you actually want, without holding back. that way you get a clearer sense of your goals and desires. it’s up to you if you want to follow through on those, though

i miss therapy i wish it wasn’t so expensive, i could not be dropping 300 a month on that shit regularly

a fun exercise i was given once (and i’ve posted about it before online) was the question: what would you want to say to someone if there were zero consequences and no risk to do so

sometimes i wish i could start from the beginning of my 20s again with my current information but what kind of mentality is that, really? i just need to push forward and get the life i want

ACNH is helping me kind of live out small fantasies of a future home to see if it’s something I want. like, a stone kitchen with big windows is nice. bit scary at night. some nice curtains would help (man, i wish they let you modify windows and curtains).

set up a basement in my house in the game that’s i want to turn into something with lots of comfy couches and some arcade machines

twitters broken. i think? anyways some animal crossing screens from stuff i’ve been doing