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saw you at your worst and still thought you were the best
Shit sucks when you can’t talk to anyone about what’s going through your head
Source: elpatron-delmal
•maybe not this year, but next•
I hate being so sensitive. I hate being able to detect the slightest change in the way people message me, or talk to me, or look at me. I hate overthinking about it for the whole night. I hate when I can feel someone is slowly losing interest in me.
I shall be my own undoing
Havoc will be reaped
And there is nothing i can do
But watch
me? constantly afraid of being abandoned and replaced? hell yes
i don’t know how to ask for help i disappear and come back when i’m good