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@such-heights / such-heights.tumblr.com

Amy, 20-something, UK. my graphics // my vids
Some fandoms: Doctor Who, Star Trek, Good Omens, MCU, Harry Potter, Adventure Zone & other McElroy podcasts, Critical Role, cats. Intermittently here, more often on twitter.

My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark by such_heights fandom: The Legend of Vox Machina characters: Percy, Cassandra content notes: graphic gun violence (animated), physical triggers (flashes) music: Fall Out Boy summary: My childhood spat back the monster that you see. Percy, Cassandra, and the price of revenge. notes: Many thanks to happydork and usuallyhats for beta services. Premiered at Vidukon 2022. I feel like this is probably one of the darkest vids I've ever made? I just love the Briarwoods arc so very much. Also on the AO3 and dreamwidth including download links.

just dropping off some love for "Bohemian Like You" because I nearly choked on my soda when you introduced Izzy! it's a great, amazing vid, and I just wanted to let you know that!

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Ah I'm so glad, thank you very much!

We Got The World by such_heights fandom: Dimension 20 RPF content notes: none music: Icona Pop summary: They say, "You're a freak," when we're having fun, Say, "You must be high," when we're spreading love. Say hi, intrepid heroes! download: at dreamwidth notes: For growlery in Festivids 2021. Clips from Fantasy High, The Unsleeping City, Mice and Murder, Misfits and Magic, The Seven, Shriek Week, and the trailer of A Starstruck Odyssey. Most Dimension 20 content is on their paid service Dropout, but they also have a lot of free stuff up on dimension20show if you're curious! It's a very good time. Also on AO3.

Last of the Real Ones by such_heights fandom: Mass Effect: Legendary Edition content notes: none music: Fall Out Boy summary: 'I know this whole damn city thinks it needs you, but not as much as I do.' Shepard and her crew. download: download as 573MB zipped .mp4 | download as 149MB zipped .mp4. Download subtitles. notes: Premiered at Fanworks 2021. Many thanks to walkthegale and usuallyhats for beta and encouragement. Also on AO3 and on tumblr.

Let Love Be Your Energy by such_heights fandom: Ted Lasso content notes: physical triggers: rapid graphics & flash photography music: Robbie Williams summary: 'He thinks he's mad now, wait til we win him over.' 'He'll be furious!' download: on dreamwidth or on the ao3 notes: Premiered at Vidukon 2021 - many thanks to con attendees for your kind words during the Premieres show! 

Love You Like That by such_heights fandom: Crooked Media RPF ship: Ronan Farrow/Jon Lovett content notes: none music: Dagny summary: One look in my eyes and you should know the truth. download: at dreamwidth notes: Made for happydork's birthday and premiered at Fanworks Con 2020. Many thanks to laliandra for help with source! Also on AO3.

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Self-Discipline Isn’t Always the Answer

So I wasn’t really taught to brush my teeth every day as a kid. So I didn’t. I got to be an adult and realized “hmm teeth are expensive I need to start brushing them” and brushing my teeth twice a day has been on my actual to do list every single day of my college career. It’s a habit I needed to build.

Have I successfully done it? Absolutely not. I’m pretty good about doing it at least once a day, but some days it just doesn’t happen. It’s not that I forget usually, I just had some aversion I couldn’t figure out, until last week.

I’m at the grocery store, in the toothpaste aisle with my roommate, and I complain about how much I hate mint. I FUCKING HATE THE TASTE OF MINT. The taste and the smell, any kind of minty thing in any form, I HATE IT. But literally every “adult” toothpaste in the aisle was some type of minty disgusting nonsense. And my roommate was like “you know you could like get kids’ toothpaste? You like bubblegum right?”

And y’all, it was like the clouds parted. I got some strawberry bubblegum kids’ toothpaste. I brushed my teeth with it and it was a whole new experience. I have successfully brushed twice a day every day since, because the mental block I had towards it is gone! 

I thought my lack of brushing was just a moral failing on my part; I was too lazy, too undisciplined, to build a good habit. But really? I just hate the taste of mint so much I didn’t want to brush my teeth.

This made me realize that when presented with a change you want to make, a habit you want to build, if you’re encountering resistance in yourself, you should lean into that resistance and really investigate what’s causing it, then work on accommodating that. 

Say you hate washing dishes so they pile up and then you’re overwhelmed by how many you have to do. Why do you hate it? Deep down, what about it do you dislike? Is touching wet food super gross for you? Try thick rubber gloves while you’re washing. Does the sound of dishing clanking together grate your nerves? Do them with headphones in and turned up loud. Do you hate the smell? Light some candles, spray some air freshener. 

Do these things instead of gritting your teeth and forcing yourself, then ultimately failing and getting discouraged by your “lack of self-discipline”

TL;DR: When a task is consistently hard for you, relying on self-discipline, forcing yourself, and gritting through doesn’t always work. Lean in and listen to your discomfort, and find what makes the task hard, then try to accommodate that. Also, mint toothpaste is gross.

i need feminism because when jesus does a magic trick it’s a goddamn miracle but when a woman does a magic trick she gets burned at the stake

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mattheuphonium

fabulous 

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tockthewatchdog

i mean they did also kill jesus. that was a pretty significant thing that happened. like i understand where you’re coming from here but they very much did kill jesus.

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Playing Finn has been a journey. Definitely at times, very, very stressful in terms of the commitment, the work ethic is different for any Star Wars film or any film of that magnitude actually, which was definitely something that I had to adjust to. But playing Finn, its been fun to play the most human guy in Star Wars.