@spartalabouche / spartalabouche.tumblr.com

❀love's the only medicine!
❀♔sparta/dave♔they♔
art blog

i knowi was just having a freakout last night but still true if you interact with my 2 year old posts just because cat funny im gonna block you its weird. learn to look at timestamps

DO YOU SEE WHAT I FUCKING MEAN? THIS ISNT EVEN A FUNNY ONE. this post is two fucking years old its just someone wishing me a happy birthday and yet someone still fucking dug it up and liked it for no reason. STOP FUCKING DOING THIS. GO AWAY. it shouldnt be my responsibility to delete every single post on the day that one funny thing happened to me to get people to stop digging around like this

if you are fat and you feel like dressing/presenting a certain way or being part of a subculture like goth, emo, etc. is off limits to you, i really need you to know: it's not.

i spent most of my life thinking about how i wish i Could dress goth or emo, but because i was fat, it would be inherently embarrassing, and that i dont belong. i wore clothes that didnt draw attention while wishing i could look cooler.

recently i snapped and started intentionally seeking out clothes i WANT. I've gotten more compliments in my life stepping outside in my goth, emo, scene and forestpunk inspired looks than i ever did when i was wearing bland, baggy clothing.

you don't have to hide. you don't have to pretend to like bland fashion because it hides your body better. you're not inherently embarrassing. your body isn't something to be hidden. fat ppl being bold, choosing to make appearances and proudly taking up space does so much to help break down stigma and social barriers. and it's one hell of an act of courage, so give respect where respect is due.

actually i cant even turn off reblogs because i deleted the original post im stuck with you fucking weirdos looking through my personal blog for funny cat moment and commenting on 2 year old posts for no reason stopit stop it stop it its gross its weird its uncomfortable why would you do that??? and i know some cunts will be like just delete the posts but it would be useless because people find new ones to comment on because god forbid i use this blog as a blog and make posts that i dont remember making and i shouldnt even have to leave me alone itwasnt that funny and i dont understand why people are coming to my blog for one post itsnever going t happen again im never going to recreate it you wont get to see it i took down the posts anyway just leave me alone

imso closeto turning off reblogs on my cat post just because it makes me so fucking uncomfortable the way people are finding completely random and untagged posts that i made on the same day and reblogging or adding comments to them like do you not feel creepy doing that???? thats almost two years old what are you doing to find this shit because i dont think its being recommended in the similar posts tab because i have never been able to get them to show up when i try to look for them like that so why are you LOOKING? i really really really dont like it at this point even ifsomeone seems harmless if they goout of their way to interact with a 2 year old postjust because it mentions the one time my cat put her butt on mycomputer im going to block them its just weird and it makes me nervous and uncomfortable why are you doing that?

why is it that when i lay down and i dont move for an extended period of time the next time i get up and walk around my legs hurt worse. huh. how does that make sense.

sitting on the floor in the kitchen because i wanna be next to my gf while she cooks but my legs hurt and none of the chairs close enough are available i feel like i should start catching crumbs that fall to the floor in my mouth like a dog