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@sensuwal / sensuwal.tumblr.com

I'm still trying to figure things out.

haven’t been on for such a long time, but I just wanted to say hello to 2018

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Even if you come home late and I’m already asleep, just whisper in my ear one little thought you had today. Because I love the way you look at the world. And I’m so happy I get to be next to you and look at the world through your eyes.

Theodore Twombly, Her (via suspend)

tired of feeling afraid to explain what’s wrong

tired of feeling like i’m not good enough for someone who doesn’t deserve me.

When people leave, their presence stays behind, in all the things they did. A sweet essence of their being, lingering in spaces that were once filled by them. Departure is not the saddest part though, but the continous memories that your mind keeps playing afterwards, is the the hardest. The pain that stings your heart when your morning starts without their voice waking you up, eating breakfast alone without them smiling at you from across the table, leaving home without their goodbye, coming back to an empty house from work and the worst of all is when you feel their absence beside you in bed at night. That is when your tears drown you into an ocean of grief and sorrow, slowly drifting you to sleep, which becomes your temporary safe harbor until the next morning when that pain consumes you again.
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It’s hard coming home after a long day and not having anyone to share it with. I don’t know if I will ever again because I’m at the point where I’m just too scared of being hurt all over again. It’s hard trying to decipher what is worth anymore.