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@scarabsi / scarabsi.tumblr.com

US • 31 • male • bi • Aries • 羊 • Tumblr is not an adequate substitute for real love and care but it's a decent vitamin if you're lacking

hey guys im too old to use tumblr the way i did 10 years ago and i dont know how to use new features and stuff so im gonna try to reblog everything to a specific place for reblogs so i don't clutter up my own dashboard. if you liked seeing my reblogs for some reason go there instead @scarabsirebloghoarde but uhhh otherwise i guess keep on keeping on knowing you won't have to look at all that anymore ✌️

(watch me immediately forget like i do everything)

I'm still doing everything else here, and I'll probably reblog stuff here that i want people to see (like promotional stuff of my friends' work) so if we're friends you don't gotta worry about that 👍

au where lwj is a jade rabbit casted out of heaven and meets wwx during his time on earth is all i will think about for the rest of my life

and then when lwj finally regains enough spiritual power and poofs back into his human form. well,

full thread here and here!

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Hello

I just got out of the shower which means I’m optimistic about projects and social media so I’m writing this draft before the mood fades and I’m immovable again

Ok so

Been a while. If you still follow this account you may or may not have noticed that the only things that have been posted since December 2018 are posts that say what day it is

A lot of this is because my posts here and on shipitouttahere got screwed up in The Great Tumblr Purge of 2018 and I was mad and didn’t wanna fix it. I still am and don’t. 

But I do miss Tumblr. I’ve lurked off and on since then, just liking posts and sending them to friends instead of reblogging to keep my account more or less inactive (except for the dates posts, because it amused me to imagine getting a person looking at my page and wondering how many years in advance I have “It’s December 10th” gifs queued). 

I’ve bopped around discord servers. I’ve disappeared from discord servers. I wish it were easier to find and get into discord servers that actually stay active. I’m around on Twitter but not like posting original stuff or anything. I’m on Instagram but the app crashes when I try and make posts a lot of the time so I just post stories. My cat’s instagram is updated with stories more than my own. I chat in Twitch communities a lot.

But I miss the social fandom stuff of tumblr. I started a Miraculous Only Sideblog because I didn’t have anyone to talk to about it (either due to lack of interest or spoilers because they weren’t caught up) and have been enjoying throwing stuff out into the void and getting excited with strangers about theories (please invite me to your Miraculous discords). You might’ve seen my Risk/Strike back comic floating around (warning: spoilers for s4 finale).

However I can’t message people from that account for some reason, and it occurs to me that having a seemingly inactive blog might not be a great way to make friends on the platform, especially if they’re vetting to make sure I’m not a bot (I still get regular new followers who are definitely bots that don’t know what asexual means). 

So here’s some updates on me:

  • in grad school
  • for biology/teaching
  • I have no background in biology or teaching
  • it’s kicking my ass constantly
  • moved to Colorado
  • for grad school
  • even though it’s 90% asynchronous online
  • having a lot of issues with depression, adhd, loneliness, etc
  • some shit has happened
  • I will talk about/send picture of my cat with no warning
  • he is very cute
  • he is on my lap right now
  • I’m very lucky he isn’t trying to type along with me
  • in my 30s
  • in case that matters to you
  • AAA
  • asexual
  • aromantic
  • agender
  • (and/or nonbinary)
  • not currently working
  • due to aforementioned school and shit that happened

Here is where you can find me:

  • Discord
  • (DM me for friendsability)
  • Twitter
  • mirrankei - personal
  • shipitouttahere - writing/fanart/complaining about writing
  • Twitch
  • notawerwolf - occasionally trying to stream art but ¯\_(。-°)_/¯  
  • why is it called notawerwolf
  • it’s a long story
  • might change to or add mirrankei or shipitouttahere but eh
  • Ko-fi
  • mirrankei -I keep forgetting about it but I want to try and use it more
  • Tumblr
  • mirrankei - here
  • shipitouttahere - fanfics, other writing, fanart
  • currently inactive but maybe will bring back
  • I said a long time ago I wouldn’t update it until I finished Mirror Neuron and gosh I still have trouble with that
  • clawsoutspotsoff - Miraculous fanart, ramblings, fanfics, etc
  • active because it’s my current fandom fixation
  • spoilery
  • “claws out spots on” was taken
  • AO3
  • mirrankei 
  • active but infrequent
  • I try to only post finished fics there instead of WIPs
  • because I write out of order and go back and change things

And finally, just because this kinda turned into an introductory post, here’s a list o’ fandoms and tumblry things I’m into

  • Miraculous 
  • JJBA
  • Centaurworld
  • Persona
  • Tales Of
  • Kingdom Hearts
  • Doctor Who/Torchwood/Sarah Jane Adventures (not caught up tho)
  • Fantasy books (esp Diana Wynne Jones)
  • Marvel and DC comics and stuff
  • Misc fantasy and sci-fi
  • Animation (please pay animators and voice actors better, world)
  • Writing
  • Visual arts/crafts
  • Cosplay
  • Cats (and other animals a lot too but I talk about my cat so much)
  • Conservation
  • Misc other video games, anime, movies, tv, etc
  • DnD
  • OCs
  • Various Twitch and YouTube channels
  • Complaining about how tired I am

uhhhh that’s what I can think of right now

So basically, I don’t know that I’m gonna start using this Tumblr again, but I figured I’d let folks know that I’m a) not dead and b) a real person

“Queerness, to me, is about far more than homosexual attraction. It’s about a willingness to see all other taboos broken down. Sure, many of us start on this path when we first feel “same sex” or “same gender” attraction (though what is sex? And what is gender? And does anyone really have the same sex or gender as anyone else?). But queerness doesn’t stop there. This is a somewhat controversial stance, but to me queer means something completely different than “gay” or “lesbian” or “bisexual.” A queer person is usually someone who has come to a non-binary view of gender, who recognizes the validity of all trans identities, and who, given this understanding of infinite gender possibilities, finds it hard to define their sexuality any longer in a gender-based way. Queer people understand and support non-monogamy even if they do not engage in it themselves. They can grok being asexual or aromantic. (What does sex have to do with love, or love with sex, necessarily?) A queer can view promiscuous (protected) public bathhouse sex with strangers and complete abstinence as equally healthy. Queers understand that people have different relationships to their bodies. We get what it means to be stone. We know what body dysphoria is about. We understand that not everyone likes to get touched the same way or to get touched at all. We realize that people with disabilities may have different sexual needs, and that people with survivor histories often have sexual triggers. We can negotiate safe and creative ways to be intimate with people with HIV/AIDs and other STIs. Queers understand the range of power and sensation and the diversity of sexual dynamics. We are tops and bottoms, doms and subs, sadists and masochists and sadomasochists, versatiles and switches. We know what we like and don’t like in bed. We embrace a wide range of relationship types. We can be partners, lovers, friends with benefits, platonic sweethearts, chosen family. We can have very different dynamics with different people, often all at once. We don’t expect one person to be able to fulfill all our diverse needs, fantasies and ideals indefinitely. Because our views on relationships, sex, gender, love, bodies, and family are so unconventional, we are of necessity anti-assimilationist. Because under the kyriarchy we suffer, and watch the people we love suffering, we are political. Because we want to survive, we fight. We only want the freedom to be ourselves, love ourselves, love each other, and live together. Because we are routinely denied that, we are pissed. Queer doesn’t mean “don’t label me,” it means “I am naming myself.” It means “ask me more questions if you’re curious…“”

I’ve chosen this as one of my first posts as it’s important to me that people understand what I’m talking about when I use the term queer.  

This this this

most damaging idea of the 21st century: the conviction of vast numbers of people that human history will end within our lifetimes

climate change represents world-altering tragedy if unchecked, but not even in the worst-case scenario does it mean “literally everyone dies”

yet so many people have jumped already to “it’s over, the world is going to end, we can do nothing about it” and are just paralyzingly cynical. How do I explain that the power to imagine a future is essential for creating it

you know the thing where trauma can cause you to just. not expect to live much longer so when you get to 30 you don’t know what to do because you thought you’d be dead by 25

That is happening to all of us right now on a society-wide scale

A lot of people are like. REALLY angry at me for suggesting that “be depressed and do nothing” isn’t necessarily the only response to climate change.

this, this, this, this, this, this, and like, 700 other sources will tell you that most of the effects of climate change will be reversible even if we pass the ‘threshold’ of a 1.5 degrees Celsius increase in global temperature

BUT. Even if the worst happens, it will be important to be doing things other than wallowing in misery???

I’m not trying to be callous but for people living today it’s wildly unlikely for the results to be “literally immediate death.”

People will get displaced from their homes by rising sea levels. We have like, years, probably decades, before that happens. It seems so fucked up to decide that we should do nothing, because we’ve already decided they’re going to die anyway????

If a bunch of us are going to die, why not die trying to help each other? Why not try to make sure fewer people die? Why not do something that might reduce someone’s suffering or give them food or clean water or a place to sleep?

I don’t know how to explain to you that people need socks during the apocalypse

Important.

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Apparently most Michaels craft stores are just now getting the rest of their Halloween shipments and unlike other stores that just dumped it all Michaels is usually putting it up at 90% off

hi i work at a Michaels! this is a true fun fact, and it goes further than just halloween. all autumnal seasonal decor & crafts are officially 90% off. winter holiday decor and crafts remain at a solid 70% off, and it won’t be long until it eventually becomes 90% off. the store i work at and, from what i can tell through the Michaels employee subreddit, a lot of others are still restocking christmas, halloween & thanksgiving stuff as a result of supply chain troubles. i was queuing things in and restocking today, everything i put on the shelves was either storage or seasonal

in short: Michaels is desperate to sell their seasonal items and cannot get rid of it all fast enough. they are practically giving this stuff away for free at this point

Date of origin: Jan 15, 2022. 

I think tumblr should add a 'king for a day' feature. This would do very little other than add a crown to the chosen king's avatar (how blogs are chosen is not revealed) and enable the king to 'carcinize' blogs, changing their avatar to a crab. I think this would be a good feature because it addresses no problems with the website and also would make some people very mad and that would be funny I think.

This video for the linguistic privilege of the Anglophones was very interesting to me. He doesn't say that if you go for a week to Greece you must learn the language (although some phrases would be nice). He doesn't say that having a common language between different nations is bad.

But he is talking about native English speakers who are able to stay in foreign countries for a long time and still don't learn the language because the locals around them can accommodate them by speaking English. These long-term visitors who are native English speakers (sometimes spouses and business partners) are not willing to learn the basics to survive in this country because they expect that someone around will know their language.

While this expectation might seem reasonable, it burdens the non English speakers to learn the language to the point we are considered unprofessional and unskilled if we don't speak English very well - in our own country!

Story time:

I was meeting with a large group of online friends for drinks and doing our collective hobby together and there was an Anglophone in the group. She had been staying in the country for 10 years, she was under 30 years old (you can definitely learn the language at that age) and couldn't communicate with us, making a dozen Greeks speak English to accommodate her.

Naturally, we didn't manage for long to center our conversations around her language when we could communicate better in ours. Still, the attitude of this woman and people like her still baffles me. If any of us were to go to her country for a month we would be automatically required to know English otherwise we would be ridiculed. We would certainly not survive a decade without learning the local language.

This is his year.

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Dear PEQUEÑO Y GORDO here will be turning seven this year. I was wondering how they’re doing. Are they still gordo? Less pequeño?

From quick research I know that this was one of three sumatran tiger cubs born at the Chester Zoo in 2015, so this is either Jaya, Topan or their sister Kasarna. If it is Kasarna I found an update pic from her zoo’s Twitter from when she turned four! (The boys seem to have been moved elsewhere?)

Not so pequeño anymore, (but still an hint of gordo imo) Happy tiger year!

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I found a more recent one of her from last year (also from the Chester Zoo’s Twitter)

EL TIGRE ES GORDO Y ENOJADO, Y ELLA ES GRANDE

And now, back again after 18 years, the new adventures of Galaxy Quest!

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dadpat–tactual

There’s a documentary on Amazon Prime I’ve yet to watch about how this movie helped revitalize the SciFi genre or something, and I can totally agree with that. It’s more slept on than Megamind or Clue or even Logan Lucky.

I think this sums up what it did pretty well

I had originally not wanted to see [Galaxy Quest] because I heard that it was making fun of Star Trek and then Jonathan Frakes rang me up and said “You must not miss this movie! See it on a Saturday night in a full theatre.” And I did and of course I found it was brilliant. Brilliant. No one laughed louder or longer in the cinema than I did, but the idea that the ship was saved and all of our heroes in that movie were saved simply by the fact that there were fans who did understand the scientific principles on which the ship worked was absolutely wonderful. And it was both funny and also touching in that it paid tribute to the dedication of these fans.
— Patrick Stewart

Reminded some of the people making the movies and shows who they were doing it for.