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So… "struggling" is I guess a way to put things. Lot of the time I'm productive, others emotional, and a lot of the time I just don't do shit. Though aside from probably grabbing a journal and doing this forgot that Tumblr, despite the porn purge, still works to get the feelings out.
Angry, sad, etc. I'm struggling but still trying. Though wish I could still have a friend sometimes. Because locally speaking I feel like bit of a coward, despite even being royally pissed a bunch like I said. I want to reach out to people but scared to clear the air because feel like they hate me because I never admitted to my feelings over my dad kicking the bucket and well making an ass out of myself.
But hey again to anyone who hasn't left this site yet. You're a good bean