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Hapless Nerd

@saint-magi / saint-magi.tumblr.com

Kyle / 25 / ♂ how do? and may you have a good day
I'm Alive Still

So what's good?

Yeah I kinda forget I still have Tumblr on my phone, and if you wondered about me. Hi, yes I'm alive and safe. In a better place than I once was.

It's been my mom and myself still. We're doing pretty good! Even on bad days if you can believe it. However life is life in the midst of a pandemic no less, so I hope you're all safe out there.

Valentines, not really a tough day for me. Though it is for my mom, and likely all the widows/widowers out there. Sympathies to all those out there

She least got nice flowers for herself though.

Trying to reconnect with things as much being productive is something. So for one I like to play Destiny 2 a lot, but after taking a break and trying to get back into it. Doesn't seem to be working out.

Am I gonna give up and trade it in? Hmm not yet. Mean I could be thinking bout it but otherwise no. Had the thought occurred that I maybe just hit up the LFG function of the companion app instead of waiting when clanmates are on? Arguably yeah I should do that.

Ah…son of a bitch. This is a mess that's gonna take ages to clean up

Updates

So… "struggling" is I guess a way to put things. Lot of the time I'm productive, others emotional, and a lot of the time I just don't do shit. Though aside from probably grabbing a journal and doing this forgot that Tumblr, despite the porn purge, still works to get the feelings out.

Angry, sad, etc. I'm struggling but still trying. Though wish I could still have a friend sometimes. Because locally speaking I feel like bit of a coward, despite even being royally pissed a bunch like I said. I want to reach out to people but scared to clear the air because feel like they hate me because I never admitted to my feelings over my dad kicking the bucket and well making an ass out of myself.

But hey again to anyone who hasn't left this site yet. You're a good bean

So…dark blue? Eh ain't perfect but alright.

Icicle Jr. being genuinely happy about Connor’s engagement is so fucking wholesome

Right? It was nice to see. Apparently it also means he and Jr maintained something of a friendship during the latest timeskip.

we’re going to have to call smut ‘lemons’ again, aren’t we? 

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LEMONS!? WHEN THE FUCK WAS THIS?!

oh you sweet summer child 

I actually made this a button last convention

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biggest-gaudiest-fish

Gaud I remember when it was lemons, I feel old now

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butteryswimmingthing

explain pls

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biggest-gaudiest-fish

No

What are lemons??

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I don’t own the copyright to this, others own the show. All I have is this saaaad little computer and a sketch pad. ^-^ Please don’t sue! I don’t need anymore stress!

Please R&R!!!!!!!

No flames. >///<

lol this story contains slash! Don’t like don’t read. Rated M. AragornxLegolas. lemon. Lololol ^-^ NO FLAMES OR I WILL KILL YOU WITH MY STABBITY SPORK OF Death! -__-

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dayoldhakarl

#this post made me age ten thousand years.

A directory of social media handles so people can find you on other sites. Once you fill out the form (none of the questions are required so in theory you can just hit “submit” without answering anything, but you can also just View Here) you will be able to access, but not edit, a spreadsheet of everyone’s handles across their social media. 

As the disclaimer banner says, EVERYTHING you enter into this form is made public so you know, be careful. If you don’t want two of your handles linked…don’t put ‘em both in there. 

I can’t think of a genuine reason this would be a bad idea but it’s a lot of data about people and their personal names that’s easily scrapeable so you know, if you can argue that this is a really bad idea for X reason, I’m willing to listen and delete as necessary. 

A day of feeling like shit. Questioning if I alienated people to the point of hating my guts, and just dealing with the holidays in general.

No I'm still not okay, but damn if I ain't trying to get there.

Well never play Crucible again when everyone's busting their asses for Luna's or Claymore.

That and never do it when you're not in the greatest mood and easily discouraged. Especially after the system drops you into a match where you get absolutely shit on.

Yeah I know the guys are good and I was playing weak, but for fucks sake let up.

When you're supposed to busy getting something done but emotions decided to unpack themselves because…of course they can.

I don't know how deep I buried stuff but for the love of god talk about bad timing…