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Noli Manere In Memoria

@s-ephiroth / s-ephiroth.tumblr.com

"Overconfidence will destroy you"
 I go by Arkee. I'm a Sephiroth fangirl, videogames enthusiast, tea lover, fic writer at times and occasional fan artist ([illusioneery]), who sometimes makes gifs and comes up with headcanons.
 This is a (personal) sideblog. I follow back through [illusioneery]. I have a BYF/FAQ (mobile: /byf)
 Multifandom | Shipper | Insomniac | Shitposter | Often Screams About Gackt

temporary pinned (since my bio is outdated as heck) while I don't have the energy to edit here:

Arkee

25+

they/them (other pronouns also fine if we know each other, just don't call me a woman)

wingneery/artbywingneery on twitter, Arkee (writing under the illusioneery pseud) on AO3.

I'm against censorship and harassment over fiction in fandom spaces. Ship and let ship, Your Kink Is Not My Kink And That's Okay (YKINMKATO), and stuff. The cool kids of nowadays call that Proshipper. If you got a problem with that and want to go all keyboard warrior on me, maybe you shouldn't be on the internet to begin with. Or mayhaps you should curate your own online experience better rather than yelling at strangers.

I don't support either Project Reunion or Zack's new VA. Unless we know each other, don't inquire me about either of those.

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If you're icynovas and you're doing alright, DM me if you're comfortable with doing do. I literally just wanna know if you're alright. Please.

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While AO3 has a way to click to see notes at the end, this tutorial is how you can not only have your viewers click to view certain notes, but also click back to where they had been reading before. We don’t even need to use a workskin for this, but just an implementation of simple anchor links. So whether you have a lot of references in your work or just want to let your inner Pratchett* loose, this is how you do it.

also, while on the topic of crisis core, let me talk about my pet peeve

this fucking mission map

  • it’s easy to miss a treasure chest here
  • you can’t do the “walk near wall to avoid random enemies” trick
  • you can get lost here
  • the enemies can be nasty, even the random ones, especially if it’s one of Those™ missions
  • YOU CAN MISS FUCKING TREASURE CHESTS VERY EASILY HERE

i have a need for crackfic of sephiroth, zack and aerith talking about the ways they died

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idariddle

“Never have I ever been stabbed in the gut by a momma’s boy with a god complex” *angrily sideeyes Sephiroth*

“I can explain…”

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Sephiroth and Aerith: *arguing in the background*

Zack: *slightly drunk* Never have I ever been shot a gazillion times by people from Shinra and been left to die in loneliness and horrible agony

People from Shinra in the Lifestream: *anxiously sideeye Zack*

Zack: *points at no-one in particular* You know who you are!!!!

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Meteor, who ended up in the Lifestream for some reason: *also slightly drunk* Never have I ever been annihilated by some last minute ex-machina Ancient magic device

Sephiroth: *hammered af* Never have I ever considered the possibility that you might be a f*CKING DISAPPOINTMENT AND FAIL ME!!!

Meteor: *breaks into tears and has to be comforted by Aerith*

Aerith: *glaring daggers at Sephiroth* You hurt its feelings

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Sephiroth: *shit faced grin* Never have I ever been omnislashed to death while being shirtless

Zack: *chuckling* You say that like you enjoyed it or something

Aerith: *still petting Meteor* Maybe he’s a masochist?

Zack: Yeah, who the f*ck even fights shirtless?

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Half the fanbase: Genesis Rhapsodos is the worst, most annoying FF7 character ever all he does is quote Loveless and ruin OG Nibelheim scenes

Me: GENESIS RHAPSODOS IS A MAGNIFICENT BASTARD AND AN ACQUIRED TASTE AND IN TIME, MY CHILD, YOU WILL COME TO APPRECIATE HIS CHAOTIC GAY THEATRE KID ENERGY

Whose trashlord? OUR trashlord.

(also he's necessary to add new shades of gray and nuance to Sephiroth's pre-Nibel characterization as well as Zack's overall character arc fite me)

Even Loveless adds flair to the world of FF7 as a whole, as much as many people hate hearing it.

And I don't mean only its message foreshadowing the fallout of the big trio's friendly relationship and the permanent death of least one of them, with a fight set at the end between the remaining two (or figures representing them, e.g.: anyone holding the Buster Sword standing as Angeal's legacy) and a sacrifice (as theorized by Genesis).

No. It's more than that.

Loveless in FF7's universe is a book, a theater play with massive posters for all to see in Midgar and a topic of discussion worthy enough that it has its own in-universe fandom! (Granted, that's also part of Genesis' fandom and ultimately joins back with the main fanclub for him, but for a great deal of the story, they're the Study Group.)

It's certainly a beloved piece of media with an unclear/unfinished ending, though rumored to have one, that multiple key characters (Cid, Kunsel, Genesis, Hojo, even Zack, though unwilling) end up interacting with at one point or another of the story, with their own conclusions about it and its worth. (Hojo calls it "worthless drivel", while Genesis obsesses about it to the point it's probably his source of comfort as his mind deteriorates and falls apart.)

Loveless is a means of entertainment, just as the Honeybee Inn, the Gold Saucer, the gym, gardening or that playground with the fun slider you can slide on (heh) in the Remake.

Just like Genesis himself, it isn't a thing for everyone, I get it. But it's important that it's there, even if it may sound silly to say it. It makes the world more alive, by giving it a form of media that characters can like, dislike or feel neutral about.

And I even risk saying that it's one of the things that makes Genesis so unique of a villain, rather than being just some sort of "Sephiroth stand-in for Zack". He's absolutely losing his mind and becoming even more of a bastard than he was before (which he really was, for the sake of trying to prove himself as a match to Sephiroth and probably out of frustration that he couldn't be, despite trying so hard) but he has this one thing that he's extremely passionate about that doesn't really involve the world's destruction, at least not at first. He wants to find meaning in it, wants to find how it ends... But it just so happens that this one hobby of his also lines up with trying to find a cure for himself, while taking revenge on Shinra.

If anything, it makes him a lot more like what Cloud would probably be as a villain than what Sephiroth's like. (See: AC Cloud, mentally falling apart due to the weight of the circumstances, but still trying to look for a cure, still doing his own solo research.)

But well, this is getting too long and I'm on my phone, so I leave y'all with this: Genesis doesn't ruin any "nostalgia" scenes or retcons them in any way. He merely adds an extra layer to the unreliable narration of other characters and makes their turning points in the narrative much more believable and certainly much more human. It's actually a lot of his and Angeal's characters arcs, really; what really means to be human vs being a monster!

Long live our trashlord! I'm thankful he's there!

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“You’re The Best Gift”

Rude finally gets to take his girl to see the Christmas tree lights.   Thanks to  TetsuEbero on Twitter for this wonderful commission <3

It always makes me sad, thinking how Rude waited for Chelsea and she didn’t show at the Christmas tree. So I like the idea that years later, he got to take his dream girl to see the lights.