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Rust and Ruin

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They/Them

i think that all stories are about consumption, performance, and/or narrative, and the best combine elements of all three

a thesis as a series of posed questions

consumption: who and what is consuming or being consumed? who is invited to the table? who is given scraps and who eats well? is the consumption an act of love or of violence? is the act of consuming performed alone or with others? is the act of consumption one of ritual, survival, eroticism, pain? who is fed and who starves?

performance: who and what is performing? is there an audience? what is an audience? is the performative act a conscious one? is it a performance if there is no audience? who is watching? who is watching the watchers? does it matter?

narrative: whose story is being told? who is telling the story? whose story is being erased? who is aware they are in a story? who is trying to escape? is the narrative linear, does it loop, does it move backwards? is there a resolution? is the story about the conclusion or the action itself? what haunts this story?

i think about this post a lot and i think that while this last category runs in connection with all three of the previous ones, i’d be remiss to not detail it on its own

love: who and what is loving or being loved? where does the love come from? what form does it show up in? how is it communicated? is it reciprocated? is it hidden, is it obvious? is it platonic, familial, romantic, erotic, divine? is love fought for or does it show up easily? is love absent? why? if it is absent, how is it found? 

in my mind stories look like this

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Bill Denbrough & Georgie Denbrough, Bill Denbrough/Audra Phillips, Bill Denbrough & Sharon Denbrough Characters: Bill Denbrough, Georgie Denbrough, Sharon Denbrough, Audra Phillips Additional Tags: Everybody Lives, no clown au, Grief/Mourning, Death of a Parent, Piano, Song: Bohemian Rhapsody, No beta we die like mne Summary:

Bill Denbrough can play one song on piano.

(A No-Clown AU where the Denbrough brothers grow up together.)

Please don’t transfer one of us. We don’t work together enough, but the little we do works, and if you ask Sloan to choose between me and her job you wouldn’t be able to get that sentence out before she said her job. I really like her, and I’m trying to be good enough.

Sundial

Catriona Ward

August 4, 2022

I sunk into this book as easy as butter that has been left out to thaw and it went by so quick and easy. Ward writes at a brisk pace and manages to sustain it for the whole novel. Her writing just sucks you in from the first word and it’s hard to pull away.

That said. I’m not sure how well the horror worked for me, though I think that’s because of my very high threshold for it in the literary form. The story mostly broke my heart in parts and made me angry in others. But I find that to be the case with a lot of horror I read. Not sure how I feel about the open ended ending but I am eager to check out her other novel which was highly acclaimed.

What We’ll Build

Oliver Jeffers

July 14, 2022

A sweet message for the future. The art is so cute and painterly. Love how fun the illustrations are.

The Fate of Fausto

Oliver Jeffers

July 14, 2022

Love the minimalist art style of what is fittingly described as a fable. The general message of caring for the environment is a good one and one that more people should heed.

There’s A Ghost In This House

Oliver Jeffers

July 14, 2022

What a complete and utter treat. Jeffers’ latest is a fun and cute read that makes excellent use of transparent paper to tell a fun story that will be fun to read out loud with a kid. The art is gorgeous — especially the choice to work in grayscale mixed media as an accompaniment to his usual painterly style. Definitely one of my favourite picture books so far.

Wolfsong

TJ Klune

July 26, 2022

As always, it is a pleasure to dive into Klune’s writing. The world of the Greek Creek book series is rich, familiar, and warm and the characters are fun and memorable. So I am more than excited about the next few books in the series — especially that of Gordo’s. (I also really dig how queer all the wolves and that there is ace and aromantic rep!)

However as much as I enjoyed Ox and his journey, I was not as into his romance with Joe, mostly because of their age difference. Everyone else though? *chef finger kiss* Knowing Gordo and Mark comes next makes me so damn happy because I was feasting on the crumbs of them — and of Kelly and Robbie — throughout. This is why I love romance series so much.