on the arrival of the sinister sun,
i melt into my bed, mere liquid,
trying to solidify before facing
the world; but i grow less and less
and lesser still as i watch others
grow resentful of me for my inadequacies
in another time, in another place,
maybe my body would bloom, and my mind too,
and i wouldn't be seen as broken,
some wilted burden//
“to be happy, just conform to the world, conform to the world”—
i resist senselessly and stupidly,
stumbling along
when i want to forget, i thread together dreams and live in them for a while, traveling along the seams,
hiding myself in tufts of cotton, disavowing all things consequential//
when i want to remember, i lay myself bare like driftwood on the beach,
flailing my arms in the sand, letting the beach swallow every piece of me
hello! I hope you are doing well, I just wanted to hop in and say that I love your art so much! It has such an adorable mood that really is comforting to look at💖
aw thanks, i appreciate your kind words! glad you find it comforting ❤️
