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it's saeran's world, i'm just living in it

@kurashikis / kurashikis.tumblr.com

lolly 🌸 im more active on twitter, msg me for username
this blog has basically been repurposed into a saeran screaming space

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lolly / 22 / aus

mostly a mystic messenger blog, but there’s some multifandom posting here and there as well as lots of personal posts (photos, text posts, etc). i’m here to indulge in my love for saeran choi with the masses and overshare with the world, enjoy your stay.

not spoiler free -- i usually try to tag spoilers for the after ending and webcomic as these are new properties, but please take note before you follow

nsfw is rare but may appear occasionally -- minors please take note. i’ll be tagging any nsfw posts accordingly below. common triggers are also tagged under “_____ tw” format, please let me know if you’d like something added.

main topics of interest;

  • mystic messenger
  • 9 hours 9 persons 9 doors/zero escape
  • j-pop idols (CY8ER, keyakizaka46, luce twinkle wink, etc.)
  • mechanical keyboards
  • idk life. i’m in love with life so i talk about it a lot. sorry

regularly used tags; (this will be updated/cleaned up over time, i have to organise my life before i organise my tags so there’s not a lot here for now)

#lolly and the brainworms -- for posts relating to any consumption of mystic messenger content (playthroughs of the game, reading the webcomic, etc).
#lolly goes takataka -- writing from 2021 onwards. mostly going to be mystic messenger
#lolly cant write -- ARCHIVED WRITING from ~2013. please note i was 14 in 2013 so i can’t guarantee the quality of my writing. mostly blazblue/999/hatoful kareshi
#own art -- art from 2021 onwards
#nsfw text -- for jokes that may be nsfw in nature
#nsfw -- for actual nsfw content
#saeran after ending spoilers -- self explanatory
#mystic messenger webtoon spoilers -- self explanatory

other links;

the nonary games au -- 999/hunger games au blog in collaboration with two other writers that ceased in 2012. lots of content for your reading pleasure though if that’s your jam!
purplefridge callout post + associated evidence -- kept up for archival purposes as i have been continually informed over the years that this behaviour has been repeated + this is an important reference. pedophilia, sexual harrassment tw
ghostyon callout post -- kept up for archival purposes. incest, rape, abuse, sexual harrassment tw (and suicide tw in the notes/additional evidence, so please take care)
truth-be-told-im-lying

Safe

GE Saeran x f!MC Ironically, this fic is, indeed, not safe for work. Word Count: 3144 Tags/Warnings: Vaginal sex, oral sex, pining- OH, the pining. Saeran called to me, and I answered.

The cabin is cold and quiet– too quiet for her liking, and she tries her best to hide her shivering so he doesn’t worry. Saeran notices, of course; he notices everything. He goes to her and wants more than anything to put his arms around her, but he hesitates. There’s something in her eyes that looks a lot like fear, and he’s suddenly frozen. How does he comfort someone when he has no idea how to even calm himself? He loves her– endlessly, completely, unconditionally– and she feels the same about him, though she knows how foolish and reckless it is. To Saeran, there’s nothing worse than staring at the person he loves and feeling completely useless with regard to helping her.

“Saeran…” she whispers. Alarmed when her teeth start to chatter, he flinches and runs to the bedroom, mumbling something about blankets and closing the window. She watches him go, arms wound around herself, wondering if it’s not just the cold that’s making her shiver but the fear of what’s going to happen to them from here. They’re supposedly in a safe place, a hideout, off the grid...but nothing about the last few days have been ordinary and she doesn’t want to let her guard down quite yet.

He comes back with an old, knitted blanket that smells a little musty and feels scratchy against her skin when he gingerly drapes it around her shoulders. She pulls it in around her and offers him a thin smile anyway. "Thank you."

"I'm sorry you're cold," he says. "I, um. I can start a fire? In the fireplace? If you want."

"Sure, that would be nice," she replies, looking around the room. The floor feels rough beneath her feet as she shuffles toward the couch to sit down. She tucks her legs beneath her and burrows into the blanket so that she's covered completely except her face; not just for warmth, but because it makes her feel safe somehow.

"I'm sorry–"

"Stop," she says. A little too sharp, a little too loud. Saeran flinches, and the match he holds to the kindling goes out. "Saeran." Softer this time. "Don't– you don't have to apologize. For anything. I wish you'd see that."

Reblogging things on here like im 15 and tenderly cutting pictures out of magazines and taping them to my bedroom walls alongside movie ticket stubs and notes passed in class and photos and paint sample cards from lowe's

Tag game

Hi guys! I found this picrew so I decide to share with you all! <3 ~Make your self from this! ()

Thank you so much my picrew pal!! ^^

Im quite sad there’s no skin tone option besides pale ass white. Also I thought the housemaid outfit was appropriate, considering I’ve cleaned homes and have nannied.

Thanks for the tag!

I’m not as pale as that jesus christ ahshdhd im a bit more tan, but oh welp!

I’ll tag @darling-aries @dis-gorl @space-kitten-606 @shittylongcatposts @serede986 and whoever else wants to participate!!

This picrew looks really cool! So brushy and blurry me likey :3 thanks for the tag @inthisblogwestanthechoitwins you look amazing in this one! ✨🌟

I tag @mrs-han @space-kitten-606 (oh i just saw you’re already tagged lol, well!! Nevermind) @quirky-and-kind @lisbellagesundheit @edgelord-saeran

thank you for the tag @quirky-and-kind 💖

this very pretty~

thank you @strawberrysae​ and @quirky-and-kind​ for the tags!! 

this picrew is so delicate and pretty <3

as always i’m very late to the party, so if you see this and haven’t been tagged yet -- please take it as an invitation to do yourself!!

earlier this year, i posted about a dress i ordered because it reminded me of GE saeran. it finally arrived today 👉👈

it needs a bit of an iron, but i love it...!! it’s so flowy and pretty. the weather is getting cooler so i’m going to make sure i wear it lots 💐

(i’m also wearing lily of the valley earrings, but you can’t see them very well ;;)

Happy Monday!!! Hope you’re week started well?? It’s that time again!!! What was your first kiss with Saeran like?? Enjoy!!! ♥️

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happy... i was gonna say monday but i’ve gotten to this really late, i’m sorry!! T__T it’s now friday here, but this is a good way to end the working week nonetheless 💜 i’ve had an absolutely PACKED last week or so but it’s been good!!

something about this question feels so intimate in a way that I almost feel embarrassed to elaborate on HAHAHA. truthfully i’m a pretty private person when it comes to relationships, so these aren’t the kinds of details i’ve divulged to people before -- even with close friends and irl dating!

also, i’m gonna assume this is GE (so, not thinking about the kiss in the garden with ray -- the circumstances aren’t quiiiiite perfect there I think, lol)

saeran doesn't have a lot of experience, of course, so honestly I would expect it to be a little clumsy. but clumsy in a charming way -- gentle, full of adoration, the kind of kiss that isn’t rushed because you now have all the time in the world. nothing too intense, not the kind of kiss that leaves you breathless, but the kind where you pull back (just a little!) and let the ghost of a smile cross your faces  😌💜 it’s not so much about the kiss itself, but about relishing in the significance of the moment; you’re both free, to love each other as fully as you possibly can and to move forward in life together, hand in hand.