shout out to polyamorous and promiscous bisexuals for punching respectability politics in the dick and living the life that makes you happy
urgent help needed!
hi all, remaking this post because it's losing traction and i am still nowhere near my goal. i need a car to be able to work, get to my many important doctor's appointments, gain independence, etc. i was able to put a down payment on a pretty good used one with the remainder due this saturday (9/3). i have tried to get auto loans out but my applications keep getting denied because of my current student loan balances despite my otherwise excellent credit history. i am also between jobs/starting new jobs soon, so i had to pull from rent funds to make the down payment and i have no way to make up the balance. i urgently need to pay off the rest of this car so i can retain my new jobs, take care of chronic and disabling medical issues, and so on. i can make art for you, make candles, read tarot cards, whatever. payment info below, thank you in advance.
urgent help needed!
hi all, remaking this post because it's losing traction and i am still nowhere near my goal. i need a car to be able to work, get to my many important doctor's appointments, gain independence, etc. i was able to put a down payment on a pretty good used one with the remainder due this saturday (9/3). i have tried to get auto loans out but my applications keep getting denied because of my current student loan balances despite my otherwise excellent credit history. i am also between jobs/starting new jobs soon, so i had to pull from rent funds to make the down payment and i have no way to make up the balance. i urgently need to pay off the rest of this car so i can retain my new jobs, take care of chronic and disabling medical issues, and so on. i can make art for you, make candles, read tarot cards, whatever. payment info below, thank you in advance.
‘i wouldn’t accept if someone did that to me you should stand up for yourself’ when you stand up for yourself you don’t like it and they get pissed off at you -> ‘it doesn’t matter if you annoy them why do you care what they think’ i don’t give a shit what they think but if i annoy them enough they can and will claim im agitated to justify sedating the shit out of me -> ‘well i would stand up for myself in a completely calm and rational way so they couldn’t do that’ what part of anything i’ve ever explained to u has given u the impression they won’t completely make shit up just bc they feel like it
#it’s illegal to record ur appointments and my psychiatrist has been known to refuse ppls right to having an advocate present so it’s between#you and her and she is fucking evil! god sorry. did not need to interact w psychiatry when i was already this stressed i had a proper#outburst abt it at dinner and trying to get my mum to understand that the problem isn’t purely me being bad at standing up for myself/having#poor communication skills is frustrating sometimes u get through to her and u can tell she’s disturbed by it and then it’s like she decides#it’s easier to believe there’s something i could be doing better to solve it#i’m upset bc my friend died and it’s my dads birthday so i’m being extra annoying to everyone i can’t handle anything rn
if i find A halfsmoked cigarette on the ground i will pick it up and put it in my pocket and take it home with me
the nurse got the other psychiatrist to increase my antipsychotics again. which is good my psychiatrist shouldn’t have lowered them when she did and i made her agree not to but definitely stuck with trazodone for the time being
i think trazodone has to go for real. i’ve only been taking it since like july or something so idk if they’ll agree to change it but jesus christ
left an extremely intelligible message for the cmht that i think is going to help my case
my psychiatrist is off sick like good i hope she never recovers
i think trazodone has to go for real. i’ve only been taking it since like july or something so idk if they’ll agree to change it but jesus christ
i’m in a constant game of 5d chess w multiverse time travel w my psychiatrist so idk how realistic this is but it literally does feel like she put me on something rly sedating that would obviously compound the issues she knows i have with having to take antipsychotics on purpose bc i tried to stand up for myself and spent a whole appointment convincing her to change my meds at all
i think trazodone has to go for real. i’ve only been taking it since like july or something so idk if they’ll agree to change it but jesus christ
left an extremely intelligible message for the cmht that i think is going to help my case
just saw one of those set up look how people helped this lady whose massive plastic bag of loose oranges burst open on the street and my first thought was god who would be in this situation and my second thought was literally me
i think trazodone has to go for real. i’ve only been taking it since like july or something so idk if they’ll agree to change it but jesus christ
#i have literally never heard of someone being on it as an antidepressant and i am WAY too tranquillised taking it and quetiapine multiple#times a day. i decided to be a cocky little bitch and take my morning meds as if they weren’t going to knock me out and missed half my#therapy appt that i had today bc i missed the whole of the last one for the same reason#i was like i just slept for a whole evening and night surely they won’t knock me out THIS time. fucking watch them
i have not been assessed for/diagnosed w autism by a psychiatrist (it’s just my therapist-who-is-a-psychologist who thinks i’m autistic) but i also can’t be until i get away from my current psychiatrist (long and convoluted story) + manage to get another hopefully non abusive one to refer me to the service that does it. i have other priorities but it’s rly frustrating not being able to find out. ik i’ve talked abt it before it’s just an ongoing situation that is stressful to me
#i've been discouraged from seeking an assessment by the cmht bc it's expensive for the nhs and there's no treatment/help available for me#as an adult. they've been supportive of me seeking an adhd assessment but even they can't brute force my psychiatrist into assessing me lmao#they've tried! i've been trying since like november it's really embarrassing how difficult it is#and i like to talk to ppl abt things + connect over them and i have a lot of autistic friends who i previously wouldn't have thought twice#abt discussing certain things w bc i thought they were just similarities between autism and other things i have but now that it's been posed#as a possibility i feel bad talking abt anything that feels related at all