it's only tuesday

this hits another level cause its so true LOL

i find it attractive and not at all clingy when someone texts me after hanging out. i guess the gesture means a lot to me because it makes me feel remembered and valued

when you know you did something stupid so you act stupid and try to charm your way out of it

you know you’re using tumblr when you’re dimming your screen once you open it in a public place

Long distance relationship is hard.

After spending nine days with my boyfriend of two years who I haven’t seen for a year, I asked myself, “Is this really worth it”?

Some nights are harder than others. There are times when I’m in bed just upset by the fact that he is not within arm’s reach for me to hug when I feel sad and times when I wake up from a nightmare, hoping he’s there to comfort me.

Some occasions just turn sour. There are times, for instance my graduation, when I wish he’s beside me to celebrate this joyous moment with me specially since he would be on the phone with me for hours just to keep me company while I study for exams and finish my projects and thesis.

And there are days when it feels like a lifetime. There are days when I walk by myself and subconsciously look beside me- hoping to see that guy who when he noticed I’m looking, will warmly smile and give me a forehead kiss. 

And it’s hard. It’s hard when you realize that this person is not beside you and cannot be physically with you unless one of you flies to see the other. It’s hard when there are times that just their presence would make your day. yet they’re not around It’s hard when you know that all you can do is wait for the next time you’ll see them again.

But to answer my question, “Is it really worth it”?

I believe it is. Out of 7.7 billion people in the world, God gave me someone halfway across the world to spend my life with. He gave me exactly what I prayed for: smart, funny, spiritual, family-oriented and tall - without needing to search for my other half. I guess it all boils down to patience and faith. The patience until we can be physically together forever and the faith that God will guide our relationship throughout the way.

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called my mom on facetime today and she proudly told me shes been working out and that she threw all her chips and sweets so i said “wow mom! im proud of-” til my younger brother dashed to the camera holding chips and sweets and said “SHE KEEPS THEM ON THE BOTTOM RIGHT DRAWER”

last thing I saw was my mom standing up to chase him then the call ended. RIP brother

why does tumblr show me car ads does it think I have money to buy one? well you’re mistaken

please stop sending me nudes because i always excitedly open my inbox only to be disappointed by your junk

this secret santa, i picked the person ive been avoiding for months and its stressing me out so i messaged our common friend if we can trade and she said “not possible” and thats how i found out who picked me

since she knows that i know, she directly asked me what i want and i said a 2020 planner

she proceeded to send me planner designs and i picked the ones i like but told her to surprise me with the color

few hours later i get a sponsored post from facebook that looks exactly like the planner she sent me

so much for surprises….

do you ever just reblog a post from someone because the last person who added a comment just didnt make sense and you dont want any of that in your blog

does anyone remember the narnia theme that everyone wanted to have way back 2012??? or is it just me

is it just me or does anyone else also hoard clothes, bags, shoes and make up (like lipsticks and eyeshadow palettes) but only ends up using the same 3 things???

part of me screams “go adopt a dog” but another part of me says “you cant even handle yourself let alone a dog”