12.4.21 — silas denver melvin (@sweatermuppet)
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[Text ID: you're lonely. you get real careful with how you talk about it. you say solitude, as if you have any other choice. it hurts too much to think you deserve anything else, so you resign yourself to it without struggle: im solitary. you are very careful not to say lonely. that turns the wound into a mouth that sobs. /End ID]
"Have you ever had that feeling—that you'd like to go to a whole different place and become a whole different self?"
"I’m still wandering through the streets, looking, sitting by the sea, enjoying the sunshine. I am entirely alone. I don’t know anyone, no one knows me, and for me that is a great pleasure."
hanya yanagihara, a little life / haruki murakami, the wind-up bird chronicle / stand by me (1986), dir. rob reiner / donna tartt, the secret history / phoebe bridgers, i know the end / daniel clowes, ghost world / j.d. salinger, the catcher in the rye / nikos kazantzakis, from a letter to galatea kazantzaki / lora mathis, how to disappear in the modern age / moonlight (2016) dir. barry jenkins / richard siken, the torn-up road / sylvia plath, the bell jar
haruki murakami, norwegian wood (1, 2, 3) / flyte, where nobody knows your name / holly warburton (@holly-warbs ) / kanae minato, confessions / wet, still run / laundry (2002) dir. jun'ichi mori / priscilla ahn, fine on the outside / anna syvertsson (@annavonsyfert )
oscar wilde, the picture of dorian gray / john hiatt, where nobody knows my name / colson whitehead, the nickel boys / dennis wells, alone in a crowd /easha, far away
hello september. i’m greeted by your moss covered hands and dew on the windowsill. things are changing once again. this time, i let them.
SEPTEMBER
song of the simple truth: the complete poems - julia de burgos / a september day - george henry / excerpt from a letter to aurelia plath - sylvia plath / french autumn - artem tolstukhin / earthquake weather - janice gould / blue shutters - kim english / a girl ago - lucie brock-broido / little women (2019) dir. greta gerwig / september garden party - jane kenyon / constanze saemann and charlotte foubert photographed by ryan brabazon / september 1st - dante émile
should i raise my body count as high as possible or keep it low as possible
You should focus on a craft of some sort and find some interesting hobbies
We All Got That Friend Who Think They Can Outwit The Gods And Evade Their Fate






