I really don’t believe there’s any such thing as a failed hobby. I think it goes back to “no love, however brief, is wasted” and “joy is never pointless”. Even if your hobby wasn’t quote-unqoute “successful”, I bet you still had fun with it, at least a little bit. You probably still learned something from it, or at least learned some limits to your abilities. And I think that makes it worth it
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you can always start over. you can always catch up. you can still be who you dream of being. it’s not too late for you.
i wish i could go back and not tell you a single thing about me.
i want my fucking secrets back.
Every days a fucking performance huh ladies?? Where’s OUR Emmy
I couldn’t stop hoping people thought I was pretty on the bus...when will it end...
me: I’m doing pretty well, I feel pretty good me ten minutes later: not once in my life have I ever been ok
But there is something that happens when you are told you are Too Much You begin to ask everyone, how small would you like me?
— Mary Lambert, from “You Are with the Wrong Person,” Shame Is an Ocean I Swim Across
me, a borderline: *takes an online bpd test*
test results: it is likely that you have borderline personality disorder
me:
whorederline
Me, empty and can’t feel anything except the hole in my chest that can’t be filled: I would do anything to feel again
Me, two minutes later having a mental breakdown: undo