I really don’t like using crowd sourcing for things that aren’t necessities - because I know there are so many people out there who have to do this for far more important things (I was one of those people, a few years ago when I needed a new bed so I could move out of an abusive situation)

But here’s the deal - one of my best friends in the world has invited me to a Demi Lovato concert at the end of March and I need to come up with enough money for a bus ticket to Nashville. My ticket and place to stay are free. I just reached two years clean from self harm, disordered eating, and a variety of other self destructive behaviors on March 10, and the show falls a few days after the 8-year anniversary of my classmate’s suicide - both of which are things Demi has helped me through more than words can describe. On top of that, my friend isn’t even a Demi fan - she only got the tickets because she knew how much it would mean to me and because she wanted to see me (since we only usually see each other once or twice a year max).

I only need about $75 to buy the bus tickets, but if I wait too long the price will increase. So if there’s any friends of mine out there or kind strangers who want to throw a few bucks my way so I can see my best friend + one of my idols on a very important day it would mean so much to me. Please don’t be upset in my asking. I don’t actually expect anyone to give, and if you would rather give your money to something more important - please do. But anything would help and I’m so close to my goal. Thank you :)

SIGNAL BOOST: HELP!

As some people may know, I’m currently trying to move into my first apartment. There have been a lot of unfortunate events that have lead up to this - starting with my family losing our home towards the end of 2014, having to move out of an emotionally abusive situation at the end of 2015, and finding out recently that our storage unit that contained most of our belongings (furniture, appliances, antiques, etc.) has been robbed with no trace of who did it or any way to get our belongings returned or replaced. On top of this, I struggle daily with untreated mental illness (BPD, anxiety, depression) and physical illnesses which makes it very hard for me to get or maintain a job at this point in time.

I have been very lucky to receive help from friends and strangers online in the past. I have also helped friends and family members by campaigning for them online. This time, I’m not asking much. I don’t expect anyone to help me. But things are going to be hard for the next few months. I’ve never lived in an apartment before, I’ll have to buy groceries for myself and my sick grandmother, and it’s going to be difficult financially for awhile.

I made an amazon wishlist of some appliances that I need to replace. I made the list mainly for family and close friends, but if anyone would like to help out they are free to! It’s mostly cheap items, and if you can find better deals elsewhere that would be fine! Anything helps and is appreciated.

There are lots of things that aren’t on the list that I still need - cleaning supplies, basic items like garbage cans and laundry baskets, clothing hangers, help with groceries, etc. I didn’t include these things because they are either easier or cheaper to buy in person. Because of this, gift cards to places like Wal-Mart and Kroger would also be very helpful.

I understand most people like to know what exactly their money is going towards which is why the above options are the first I listed - but finally, if it’s what is most convenient for you, money can always be sent directly to my PayPal here. 

Again, I don’t expect anyone to help me. Please don’t feel obligated, but things are going to be tight and any help I do receive will be endlessly appreciated by my family. I don’t have anything to offer anyone in return except for friendship and endless gratitude (unless you’re into fat chicks and looking for some nsfw content - hmu). 

If you have any questions about this post or you simply want more details regarding my situation please contact me directly (no anons). If you can’t help financially, please feel free spread the word to someone who can. And please don’t make my personal needs a subject for drama. If you don’t have anything nice to say, please keep it to yourself.

I know there are other people who need help worse than I do - and I do everything in my power to help them, but right now I could use a bit of help too. Thanks for reading :)