Trying to come home to myself
Dude holYF UCK your playlists I cannot even fathom uh you are an angelllllll
AWE THANK U
I miss you sometimes, and my eyes tear up. To think we spent so many years together, all the times you made me smile. When the stark reality of how you'll never be in my life again hits me, I just want to hold you tight and one. To tell you how much I loved you, but I never even got to touch you
I feel like I’m suffocating, I just wish I could breathe for once
Anonymous asked:
yes. life can suck. it can feel like all the weight of the world is on your shoulders. but once you start letting go of some of that weight, you can’t stop. you keep letting go. because it feels so good. and you’ll add weight that’s okay to bear. you’ll add love. you’ll be loved. you are loved.
Idk how old this is but thank you 💕
Soft and fragile
With only petals for armor
Black and blue
From the words that they used
I’m a growing flame
Dying to break free
But fear always gets the best of me
Dimming me down
To nothing but an ember
you’re gone. you kept coming, like waves. no one is like you. only a hole. an unfilled void. this is all there is.
playlists for specific moods
- sitting in the passenger seat, your best friend driving in the middle of a warm summer day. the window is down , your arm is hanging out the window, and the wind is blowing your hair all around. life is good and you feel content
- laying in your bed an hour after you got your heart broken. you feel alone and empty and unworthy of love and you huddle under the covers as if that will make you feel any better. tears fall from your cheeks as you take shallow, shuddered breaths and you wonder just how you got hurt again
- your first time in a long time sleeping in, waking up to the sun shining through your window, rays of warmth falling on your bedsheets. you smile because you just woke up and the day is already good
- driving out of the city late at night, sitting in silence watching the lights fade into the distance from your rear-view mirror. contemplating life, both good and bad parts, recognizing everything you’re grateful for and breathing deep
- there’s too much going on and you don’t know exactly what you’re feeling except that you need a break. it feels like you haven’t been able to breathe in ages and all you want is for everything to slow down for a minute because you don’t feel like yourself at all
you have the ability to make me straight up grin when you’re not even with me, and that’s special