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@equiusinamaidoutfit / equiusinamaidoutfit.tumblr.com

i have gotten plenty of hate over janecrockers brazen text defending my post. she defended me because all of the asks were anonymous so she had to address the whole croud. several pages of hatemail following thereafter of nothing but "you are immature and arrogant you dont even watch doctor who" janecrocker has always been my friend and has defended me only because a small handful of asks you see to your left. there are much more thought out and off anon responses to my statue post. and yes, that statue is very famous. that one defends friendship in particular. i couldnt find any more because i do not have a camera so i couldnt take a picture of all the local suicide statues. please keep your fandom comments off my post, and consider that those were real human breathing lives that were taken. i do not want any supernatural comments either. if you make any fandom comments i consider you lesser and rudely arrogant assholish and immature.

"this is tumblr we are a loving community!"

except if you make a post about an angel and call the OP out for being a "hipster" and force her to leave tumblr with suicidal intentions because people are cruel and make assumptions about you and dont have to care about you and dont care about your feelings and dont care about your opinions and if you get something wrong you will get called out on it and will be harassed and eventually someone will defend you and they get angry at you for your friend defending you like the woman she is

ok

the comments that everybody else tries to use to 'win' an argument on the internet.

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its tumblr/ its the internet
do you know how full of bullshit this is?
if this is literally your only reason you can be cynical to people online then really.
go eat a dick.
do you not realize that what you are saying, its always noticed? most of the time there would be comments on my popular posts saying “fuck the OP she deserved to be driven off of tumblr” i would simply go to their blog and say “nobody deserves to be driven off tumblr. its people like you that made me.” then suddenly,
the stop. they dont know what to say. they didnt expect me to know that they were making assumptions about me behind my back. (for example, people thought i was a shiteating hipster dickhead that absolutely abhors doctor who.)
another thing that is always brought up
if you dont want anybody to freak out about it then dont post it easy as that
how am i supposed to know ahead of time that nobody would like it? i liked it myself, so i posted it. do you go up to people on the street who are wearing new clothes and say “i absolutely hate your clothes theyre distasteful and out of fashion.” because thats what it sounds like when youre saying that! you accuse other people of oppressing you when youre really the one oppressing them telling them what is good on their blog and what isnt! youre constantly contradicting yourselves.
im able to comment on any post i want to!
there was this thing you should have learned in junior high called maturity. simply put, if i request that i dont want something done then you dont do it! if you do it then youre childish and youre the one to start fights. this is the same exact situation. im your boss at a work. i cant tell you what to say or how to breathe or how YOU do things. but what im telling is the basic things like how to operate a mop or something. if you sit me down and yell at me for trying to teach you, we wont get any where
i speak for the generality of the people
this is where it all goes wrong. when you identify as something you love, and be a dick about it, then all hell will let loose. you cannot talk on the behalf of millions of people. one simple man cannot choose to do serious politicial things. if you represent a very large body of people, there is bound to be some turmoil. people will never agree with you. there are obviously some people who are exactly like “omfg i love my fandom” and there are people who are, say “omfg shut up stop spamming every post and trying to make it about us.”
you are pushing yourself out of the crowd, and the first person to do that is bound to get shot. do not go and expect to make a comment on something and not expect feedback from everybody else. what you say is ENTIRELY REPRESENTING YOU. so if you try and talk on everyone else’s behalf, theres going to be a lot of disagreement.
I have spoken. I still have immature opinions, but please get off my posts if youre trying to say this.

I'm tired of hearing "this is the internet"

is that your only justification for you driving me off of tumblr

these are all posted out of genuine concern.

if you are going to tell me that i cant "dictate" what people like then dont bother trying to tell me because i just said that so no annoying doctor who fans would jump on my post

thank you for your time.