Ell Sketchys

A sappy post before advertising my twitter @/imokwthis to see all my inktober before posting it on here.

So I met @onlinedotcom around 5-6 years ago right here on tumblr, through the so called ‘Creature Feature fandom.’ We’ve been friends ever since this picture

This guy helped me through a lot of inspiration blocks, I started CTTN and he was a huge help and supporter of my art and everything I did. So recently I needed a bit of help, i’ve been in a rut for the past year barely creating content due to depression and many differing factors. So, I reached out to him, needing help with everything. So about 2 months ago, through our 5-6 year old friendship and him living surprisingly so close to me we decided to finally meet each other in person and I can say it was one of the best decisions ever. Sparks flew and we have quickly fallen in love, thus another relationship happens due to tumblr. For the past 2 months i’ve been happy and comfortable with my life and with this boy and all I can say is Thank you to Payne for dragging me out of this rut and depression and helping me through everything. I love you. 

I hope I can get back into the swing of things I really wanna be a better artist and remember how to draw

Trying to get out of my Rut, take my children.

I hope I can get back into the swing of things I really wanna be a better artist and remember how to draw

Yeah super edgy and super awful old old art. 

You were my first friend on the internet. You may of been a pedophile or something but I trusted you slightly. You told me you lived in Maine, you didn’t like the majority of the internet, You were Bipolar and it was during the trend of when edgy scene kids (which you were) thought bipolar was DID and had ‘multiple personalities’, you were older than me by 2 years so you would be 22 this year. When I was 13, 15 was a huge age gap to me. You had a loving boyfriend, and you wanted to be a writer. We bonded over vocaloid and you loved the horror vocaloid ones. You introduced me to YN and we bonded over iscribble. 

You hated your life, and you were the first person outside of my family I knew who had severe depression and while your family tried to be supportive it hurt them and it hurt you hurting them. You hurt yourself a bunch. You didn’t realize you liked girls or other genders and you left me with a “I have a crush on you and I really wanna kill myself so im gonna try to get help” 

I knew Yuri wasn’t your real name. I think about you sometimes, I really hope you’re happy. I wonder about you a lot. I know you’re alive and probably struggling through life, maybe you’re graduated college and have a degree you love. I know you’re probably not 100% happy but I really hope you have happy moments and life doesn’t completely suck and you make enough money to get by without worry. Thank you Yuri-Kibi for being my friend. 

So more nostalgia hits from the past.

Annabelle is my OC, she was a Widowed Cannibal turned thief because she wanted more of a connection with people and to interact with the living. She turned into one of my OCs I like to throw into everything and is kinda the same when i first made her.

Thaddius was my friend’s. He still gets on tumblr and I still have his number but I never talk to him, it’s kinda sad. He was really really really talented, and still is probably. We tried to create this story together but it kinda fell apart at the end of freshman year. It was kinda sad I had to really try to remember his name. But thanks, you made me wanna be a better artist than you because I was competitive like that but I learned I dont have to be better than you since we were both good and different people with different styles. I hope you’re doing good triston. 

REALLY REALLY OLD OC WARNING

i got really nostalgic today and i wanted to sketch my old ocs Bjorn and Lazzir Harris. 

I kinda wanted to say nobody I know or talk to these days really knows of Chesh Academy or remembers it. These brothers were made for that group on DeviantArt and it’s still kinda silly but I graduated High school last Saturday and I made these OCs going into freshman year and i’d really like to thank the guys on the Chesh Academy group to helping me love Ocs and really expand my eyes into delving into the depths of OC backstory/depth and create cool characters. So thank you, it’s just one of the little things that’s made me into the person I am today. 

So ignore my nostalgia thanks I have another one coming.

I got this skull done after working on it for like a month so go me

sorry I haven’t been on recently! School is taking a toll and i’ve mostly been painting. I’ll have a big post on my paintings at the end of the semester!