holiday commission for zeldadad’s firstborn, featuring her favorite things, and in memory of her beloved hat lost at the zoo; glad she loves it :]
test paint for new setup, 30 min. lapse
Random [unfinished] watercolor pieces I created around the time I was abducted in summer of 2019. While the tension of the subject has generally passed, it was a pretty surreal year, since I was enduring quite a bit before the event hit.
There isn’t much more to say, aside from attesting that the creative soul can continue to aspire and thrive. Still, my struggles with art since my personal events are something I observe to this day.
However, I’m no longer ‘ashamed’, or surprised by it-- how the physiological experiences in one’s life may substantially alter their creative direction, even completely eliminate, or spark it.
I lost the opportunity to illustrate many bizarre dreams that I’ve since forgotten. Some, I vividly remember, and may get a chance to paint one day. But life is always changing-- and the past couple of years have been changing for so many.
With it, I see people sharing so much more at a time where I previously lost the drive to share anything at all. I’d like to turn that around this year.
If you’re slipping, don’t let go. Time is crazy, lol.
More from my Paper Mario/Shaman Antiquity reference book-- a couple quick doodles of Merlinos’ house in the Shamanic Village of Mushroom Kingdom.
I’ll share more as the story progresses. :]
The twins of one of my best pals recently celebrated their birthday. Been watching them grow since they were born. The years are flying by. I drew them as a birthday present in light of being unable to visit them this year.
Hopefully I’ll get to make the trip next year, instead. :]
“Kill. Kill as you have never killed before. Lay the innocent screaming at your feet and make the Lighteyes weep. Do so wearing white, so all know who you are. Szeth did not object. It was not his place. He was Truthless.”
- Brandon Sanderson, The Way Of Kings, Szeth Son Son Vallano [x]
Another clip of how I color; one hour lapse.
Invader Zim x AHH! Real Monsters: Happy Halloween!
“There is a force that binds us, defying even time and space... Not even the laws of the universe can stop it.
I knew its gentle pull would prevail." [x]
One hour lapse of a ten hour piece. I dream of this mermaid quite often.
✧ The Shaman Antiquity ✧ Character Art
Merlinos, Merledell, Merlore, Merlance
She will remember your heart when men are fairy tales in books written by rabbits. Of all unicorns, she is the only one who knows what regret is - and love.
Older & more recent commissions compilation. :]

