cause i'm a little unsteady

@bubbly / bubbly.tumblr.com

I hope you find yourself out there. I hope you figure out your heart. I hope you figure out your mind. I hope you learn how to be kind to yourself. How to embrace the journey you are on. I hope you learn to be proud of the person you are becoming. I hope you learn to be proud of where you are - even if it isn’t exactly where you want to be.

Bianca Sparacino (via perrfectly)

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I’ve never been to prison but I’ve waken up and looked outside my four walls and felt trapped
Chained
Handcuffed
And stuck
Drag me across the metal dirty floor
Filled with hateful words and the 5th bottle of alcohol I almost finished last night
And I shock myself how I’m alive
I’m hungover on the vodka and all the dark moments my mind decides to wonder to
I want to run away
But I’m scared
But I know if I don’t I’ll just die a slow death or a fast one depending on the day
I envy those that can sleep for days while my body is shacking in pain that I wake up 4 times a night and my nights really begin in the early morning
Nothing good feels good anymore
Maybe nothing was ever good
I never felt happiness that didn’t die
When things die let them rot away
If I’m dying let me rot away

Rotting away

(I’m not gonna die)

I think I’m just bored of life; I’m bored of the same old loosing battle over and over again. The sun still rises but I’m tired of rising with it, I sure as hell don’t shine with it anymore. Surely it must get bored of the same cycle, The never ending ‘sunrise, sunset, sunrise, sunset’ ; ‘get up, go to bed, get up, go to bed’ I’m so tired of being a part of a circuit I can never escape from. I’m so tired of it all.