that feel when you remember that none of your best friends consider you their best friend and you have to remind yourself to not get clingy or upset so you don’t push them away and make everything worse
how 2 express 2 someone that they said something that made you feel like shit without feeling like you’re guilt tripping them
you ever be so stressed and you look in the mirror and you’re like wow ok great I’m fucking ugly too
having a complicated mental illness is just like If i maked a cry for help. I dont make it bc i did. No i didn’t ❤️
no matter what i do i feel like a bad person
if i don’t tell people how i’m feeling i’m lying but if i’m honest about how i feel i’m manipulative
if i take some time to myself and put my phone away for a few hours i concern people but if i don’t do that i’d be bitchy
no matter what i do i feel like a bad person
if i don’t tell people how i’m feeling i’m lying but if i’m honest about how i feel i’m manipulative
i’m trying to be good. i’m trying to be good. i’m trying to be good i’m trying to be good i’m trying to be good
i want to apologize for opening up but that feels even more manipulative! can’t help being a fuck up!
never opening up to people because you don’t want to be accidentally manipulative >>>>
when it all builds up so that when someone finally does make you open up you feel like a horrible piece of shit >>>>>>>>
mental health deterioration time! thanks corona
when you realize the reason you can’t stand to hear about people drinking or be around people when they’re drinking is probably because of how your dad acted whenever he’d get drunk but it doesn’t matter because people are gonna think you’re uptight and annoying regardless..... 😗✌️
you ever look back @ yr relationship/interactions w/ someone and realize the exact extent of how insidious certain aspects and occurrences were that at the time went under the radar and had no special meaning or anything but now that you have perspective and know what happened later on down the road everything is very.. There. apparent. staring you right in the face. bc.. yeesh. bad feeling. nauseating, even
idk who needs to hear this but “depressing quotes” blogs and stuff like this may express how you’re feeling but seeing a constant stream of negativity and romanticised sadness is only going to make you feel worse. Even if you only unfollow one blog and follow a puppy blog instead, you’ll feel a little better
There is a fine line between acknowledging and accepting your feelings, and dwelling and living in them.