“Fall in love with somebody who will never let you go to sleep wondering if you still matter.”
— Unknown (via deeplifequotes)
Fall in love with somebody who will never let you go to sleep wondering if you still matter.
Unknown (via deeplifequotes)
Just how many times did you tell yourself “it’s okay, I can take it” while being aware that the same thing done to anyone else would be cruel and hurtful, but it was different for you, because you were used to it, and that made it okay?
And then they call you “too sensitive”. (via furiousgoldfish)
Soo I guess I'm writing this post because I don't really see the point in talking to anyone about things anymore . You can't explain what you feel and if you can the other person will never really get what your trying to say ... Because they have their own judgements and feelings about things . I'm pissed of and mad all the time because I feel like I can't express myself properly to people . I'm not afraid to share my feelings with people but they never get what I'm feeling fully . I wish I had a mum that I could go to who would Love me unconditionally and give me the advice she knew would work for me . But I don't have that ... I wish that I was stronger as a person , that I could hold my emotions better and not be so controlled by them .. I've never understood how other people could have it so together . I worry about everything ... My future , how I look mostly and especially my relationships . I've never truly trusted anyone ever . Never found that one person that I felt like wouldn't hurt me so I keep this huge wall up .. People who know me would think I'm the opposite , I'm loud in talkative I share my feelings all to often with everyone , but I never truly let anyone in ... I tell my friends how much j hate the way I look but I don't tell them the amount of times I've wanted to kill myself over the fact I just can't seem to control my eating . I spend everyday thinking about what I'll eat next , I push really hard to loose weight and I starve myself , torture myself to the point where I loose control and binge eat , and then everyone thinks im this small girl who can eat a tone . No . I just take diet pills , pre workouts , coffee, walk until I'm sick and then eat everything . So slowly I'm loosing weight but I'm constantly fluctuating . I don't even know what to write anymore I'm just done . And I wanted to write something about what I'm feeling right now .