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i love what deceives me

@alienpapacy / alienpapacy.tumblr.com

Visual artist, musician, and poet. poly, she/they. 29; under 18 DNI

Hi new followers im a 29 year old electronic musician and visual artist and writer doing post-baccalaureate work at an art school. I’m a girl and my favorite singer is Sade. I’ve been called my town’s laurie anderson by the local alternative weekly. I’m poly and “very serious” about it

Reblogging for reference to new followers

like a lot of my relationship to substances (neutral, big tent definition) is really, really easily consolidated and explained if you look at my relationship to caffeine/nicotine/weed through the lens of “christee is shoving as many stimulants as possible into her body” esp when i was in my early 20s and smoking like a pack of cigarettes, 1-2 quarts of coffee, and like a ton of weed every day. then i mellowed out, with varying spikes, since 22, but, yeah, its all stimulants

hi everyone  ive been dealing with my undiagnosed ADHD which has been kicking my ass in an especially painful way the past couple weeks ever since i quit smoking and thereby lost my primary means of administering a stimulant for the last 13 years so i’ve just been in the pits over that but i think i’m starting to crawl out of it however provisionally

Im actually more mentally ill if im using twitter more and tumblr less

Hi everyone. I got my flu shot and covid booster today

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when u Mom com home and make hte spagheti

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Deep in me i feel like this is the absolute best my life, which im really unhappy with rn tbh, is ever gonna get. And that makes me so, so, so sad

when extremely Logged On trans men talk about how hurtful “men suck” is (the jokey frustrated refrain about men not like the literal “all men = rapists” shit) i am like. have you considered that you have grown up problems to be unhappy about

inevitably it devolves into half of the crowd being like “say cis men if you only mean cis men” and the other half saying “oh so you say cis men because you don’t think trans men are real men???” its like either way i guess being so purposefully obtuse and antagonistic must be very gender affirming for you

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sans winning the tumblr sexyman poll and toby fox writing reigen fanfic about it is really the true end to this thing. good job everyone

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thanks toby. a banger as always.

“Niles I can’t *believe* you’ve started watching Japanese animation!”

“Well, Fraiser, perhaps I’m not bound to the same eurocentric standards of what is and isn’t great art.”

Daphne Moon comes out in some very flattering Bulma cosplay. “Alright, boys, I’m off to me con! That’s short for convention.”

Niles looks flustered and Fraiser glares at him.