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Ummmmm

so i plateaued for majority of april BUT Im at 59kgs!!!!! fasted for almost 25hrs

hoping to get to 58 or under this week

ok so i have 3 days to lose 2kgs

possible????? i have no idea

but maybe if i ate like one rice cracker per day it would help

what if i tried that?

DAY 2!!!

today i went cycling

and also 3.4k steps unfortunately

I had some pudding and ice cream in the morning, a piece of bread w some jam and a salad with meat for dinner

total calories today: 719kcal

Ill log my weight in the morning!

Okaaaay so

day 1 completed (almost) and ill put the weight after i wake up

but it basically went like this

i had some baked oats and some frozen food and that came in at about

451kcal this entire day

i couldnt leave my house so instead i did a 30min 10k steps workout

!!

weight: 60.0kg!!!

oh my god I AM SO HAPPY

OMG so i am back to my weight before easter and honestly i really love the feeling of not eating it makes me feel euphoric

but anyways i digress

I think im going to try a challenge!

a cool little diet thing

I saw this on someone else's blog so

ill just adapt the rules to my style, yk?

imma put the challenge in a diff color

-> between 500-800 calories

-> workout 2 or 3 times a week (monday, tuesday and friday)

-> minimum of 10k steps everyday

-> 16:8

-> minimize refined sugars and processed foods

-> green tea!!! (LOTS of it) (i love green tea)

starting weight 60.7kgs i think? not sure ill check tmrw morning but weight might not be accurate bc im on my period

ill log my meals!

i set my calorie app limit to 980 so it respects the first rule which is very great

I hope it helps!

I was upset when i got on the scale a few minutes ago because i starved myself all day

then i got my period and it made sense

BACK ON TRACK!!!

sort of?!?!??

not really sure

I do know however that i consumed a total of only

36 calories today tho so thats PERFECTT

I am a kg heavier but i doubt its fat bc i managed to lose majority of it easily

I hope i can still reach my goal thats currently pinned

if not ill change out the date

i dont know if its water weight

i dont know if its fat

all i know is that my heart broke a little when i got on the scale today

just more motivation to starve really

i wont do any meal logs this week

I hate food so much

i binged so im making a new goal

for 9 days ill try to eat less than 150 calories

in hopes that ill read my pinned goal, wish me luck!

honestly it wasnt even a good binge

it really just felt like i was eating because i was bored

sweets dont have the same power over me that they used to

YOOOOOOO WOOOOO

im SO HAPPY

today i am fasting (religious reasons)

its a black fast so I dont eat anything for the entirety of today

I j weighed myself and I am at 60.5KGS AAAAAA

Not to mention that i lost like 4-5 cm in my waist😨😨😨😨

to whoever is reading this:

love yourself, don't be too hard on yourself and keep doing everything to perfection the way you are right now💕

YOOOOO

new day new meal log so lets get into it

rlly i j had one meal

i kept getting offered candy during the day, i declined it all with no hesitation and it made me super proud of myself

so my one meal was pasta, make with vegan heavy cream??? less calories

tomato sauce and some tomatoes too

i had 113 grams which is a booming

98kcal

WOOOOO back on track baby

cant wait for tomorrow

I keep making stupid blogs, I will work out after posting this one but I wish i had pretty and skinny arms. My arms have been my biggest insecurity for the longest time. They always look so unflattering.

I will do any workout i will eat as little calories as possible if it means ill finally be happy in my own skin.

Im so scared for easter. Genuinely so scared I will lose control and gain all my weight back. :/

Im adding a little goal here. I want to be under 58 kgs on april 26th.

EDIT: I realize my goal was like crazy far fetched SO i didnt reach it BUT ill try to see how fast i can actually get to my goal, so ill unpin when i get to anything under 58kgs

will unpin this if it happens!!!!

ill add photos so my blogs dont look so bland lol

what is up !!

today im a little disappointed since i ate a bit more than i intended but this is what i had:

breakfast: rice cake w a little jam on top 43kcal

lunch: this tiny bread stick thingy 10kcal

dinner: falafel, vegetable soup and a bit of bread and dessert which was 2 tsp of apple sauce 324kcal

as a drink my friend insisted on me drinking this lipton ice tea and i felt bad saying no

luckily it was low in sugar so it was 33kcal for the whole dose

I ate a brownie and a cheese sort of quiche thingy??? counted the calories

also got these vegan things since im fasting for religious reasons and my total calories for today come in at a booming

839kcal

I am so disappointed in myself.

Tomorrow is another day though..right?

Yoyo

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i ate a little more today

breakfast: 2 rice crackers with a bit of apricot jam

total: 76kcal

lunch: vegetable soup

total: 25kcal

dinner: broccoli w carrots and mushrooms +a bit of lebanese bread

total: 81kcal

updating bc I also had an icecream but total for the day was

376kcal

YO im logging my meal

today I ate very little it's the lowest ive eaten and im proud of myself

for breakfast i had

cucumber (1 slice)

tomato (1 slice)

grapes (3)

total: 10kcal

for lunch I had a rice cracker with half a tsp of peanut butter and half a tsp of apricot jam

total: 70kcal

for dinner i had

43g of green beans and 33g of rice +another tsp of peanut butter

total: 88kcal

as a snack i had 100g of watermelon which is a total of 30kcal

todays total: 198kcal

steps: 9,9k

she/her

age -

height 168cm

HW: 68kgs

LW: i have no clue

SW: 66.6kgs

CW: 61.2kgs

GW: 55kgs

UGW: 48.8kgs