I saw a post about a girl talking about when she was drugged and almost rapped and it triggered me so hard i started crying and shaking.

And I’m all alone in a new state I just rubbed my arms saying out loud it’s okay trying to calm myself down.

Not like I ever talked to anybody about this out loud anyways...

It’s been about 7 years and I am still sick over it. It still haunts me, it fucking ruined me for a long time. Caused me to be extremely destructive and lost every ounce of care for anything especially myself. I was and still am destroyed.

It feels like I’ll never be better , I’m a fucking shell of a person.

Fuck you. You coward. I hope it was worth it.

I don’t know how I feel about this one