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@blahblahtiger

Maybe it's time to move on

First semester of college and I started liking this white guy. He's on the soccer team. We've talked just a few times- usually they were just short conversation.. & maybe it was all in my head but I really thought we had some kind of connection, we'd both laugh together & he'd smile at me when I would get fluster. He just seemed like a really sweet guy. We don't have any classes together, so I would only see him in the dining hall. Today's Dec. 13 & my plan was to get his number before break. That was a fail because every time I would find the courage to even speak to him, I didn't know how I should ask him for it without appearing desperate. I thought about getting it & telling him to text me for their next game, but it didn't happen. One day he did tell me, my friend and I should go.. I went on break yesterday & I decided to follow him on Instagram & I liked a few of his pics so he would follow me back too, and maybe he'd DM me so we could talk over break. Hours went by and he never did... I come home and I decided to get my (white)friend to follow him. Within about 10 minutes he requested to follow and he began liking random pictures of hers. Idk if I'm overthinking this or not but do you think he just isn't in to me? Maybe he doesn't wanna date black girls? But even so, it's not like we're even that close for him to think that's what I'm getting at... Idk Perhaps I should just move on..